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Stabbsworth · Posted 10-07-2019, 11:22 AM

i don't feel anything and it's stupid and i feel vaguely touchstarved but also touch averse??? i only want to be touched by specific people.

Merskelly Metalien · Posted 10-07-2019, 12:08 PM

;_; I just remembered today's the midterm week...and I feel extremely discontent...also tired..

Death by Mirrors · Posted 10-07-2019, 05:32 PM

Chipped off half of a front tooth, got a dentist appointment on Wednesday.
So. Much. Fun.

Coda · Posted 10-07-2019, 07:50 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Mekatra

My doctor finally talked me into trying Zoloft, which I know could help, but so far I have had severe muscle and joint aches, my food all tastes...grey? and I am tired all the time. My doctor says that it will taper off in a week or so, but it is making life hard in the meantime.

That's normal for picking up an antidepressant, yeah. It mutes ALL of your emotional experiences, not just the bad ones, until you get used to the effects.

Espy · Posted 10-07-2019, 08:16 PM

Yeah, and if you forget to take your antideps for a while and start back on them, the first day or two will feel like shit.

Espy · Posted 10-07-2019, 08:17 PM

Actual Daily Awful: Why the FUCK would you use Cadence over Eagle, what the fuck.

Merskelly Metalien · Posted 10-07-2019, 08:49 PM

;u; I feel so unlikable. Had an in-class presentation for my midterm, and just my honesty, my jokes, everything...hardly a response...other guy does the same topic. Everyone loves his presentation..even me..felt like he stole the show and saved it..I don't even think I was clapped for.

Why am I letting this bug me? Why did I even try when I was so tired? Why do I even care? ;_; Why am I questioning my non-existent charisma? >->; and doubting if I'll ever make friends with a human being ever again? I just felt like giving random people compliments and affirmations out of sheer spite today. >~> Because when do I ever get any from people I walk past? *looks at husbando* <B[ Rarely. *nods then shakes head* Rarely.

And now I've completely returned to my poor unhealthy habits. ;_; Eatin' pizza and fast food because I hate myself, sleeping late because I wanna work, and neglecting exercise because I forget. What am I supposed to tell my therapist? ;n; </3 I feel like such a dissapointing failure..

Stabbsworth · Posted 10-08-2019, 11:10 AM

i fucking hate flies. hate them.

Merskelly Metalien · Posted 10-08-2019, 11:54 AM

I'm so tired...

bluebird · Posted 10-08-2019, 06:00 PM

taco bell

Merskelly Metalien · Posted 10-08-2019, 08:05 PM

Taco Bell is fake. >:T

KittyBeary · Posted 10-08-2019, 09:00 PM

Hey Windows stop deleting programs after updating. x(

Ava · Posted 10-08-2019, 09:54 PM

I waited until the last f*cking minute to get my sewing machine out...
Only to find that it's not f*cking working!!!!

And yeah... I did spend almost 30 minutes crying about it today...

bluebird · Posted 10-09-2019, 12:25 AM

"fake"
p much brand-named fast food.

snacked on too much laver and now the corners of my mouth are tingling again

Merskelly Metalien · Posted 10-09-2019, 12:37 AM

;u; Wish I cared enough about me to snack...also to eat more than one meal every day..

bluebird · Posted 10-09-2019, 12:39 AM

never too late to snack! snack now. ^👄^

Stabbsworth Alien Cow			#1105
	i don't feel anything and it's stupid and i feel vaguely touchstarved but also touch averse??? i only want to be touched by specific people. percival is busy being queer as hell. he was also here.
		Posted 10-07-2019, 11:22 AM

		#1106	Merskelly Metalien Icy Footed
;_; I just remembered today's the midterm week...and I feel extremely discontent...also tired.. ^^^Click to go to my pond hangout^^^ ^^^ Click to go to my frickin' art shop ^^^
	Posted 10-07-2019, 12:08 PM

Espy Wanderer			#1109
	Yeah, and if you forget to take your antideps for a while and start back on them, the first day or two will feel like shit. STONEWALL WAS A RIOT \|playlist\| Step in front of a runaway train ____Just to feel alive again ═════════════ Dark 3.24.12 - Nick 6.4.12 - Henry 12.7.12 - Elliot & Rajat 3.28.16 sanctuary\|\|Closet\|\|~~Art Request~~ ═════════════ Pushing forward through the night_____ Aching chest and blurry sight
		Posted 10-07-2019, 08:16 PM

		#1110	Espy Wanderer
Actual Daily Awful: Why the FUCK would you use Cadence over Eagle, what the fuck. STONEWALL WAS A RIOT \|playlist\| Step in front of a runaway train ____Just to feel alive again ═════════════ Dark 3.24.12 - Nick 6.4.12 - Henry 12.7.12 - Elliot & Rajat 3.28.16 sanctuary\|\|Closet\|\|~~Art Request~~ ═════════════ Pushing forward through the night_____ Aching chest and blurry sight
	Posted 10-07-2019, 08:17 PM

Merskelly Metalien Icy Footed			#1111
	;u; I feel so unlikable. Had an in-class presentation for my midterm, and just my honesty, my jokes, everything...hardly a response...other guy does the same topic. Everyone loves his presentation..even me..felt like he stole the show and saved it..I don't even think I was clapped for. Why am I letting this bug me? Why did I even try when I was so tired? Why do I even care? ;_; Why am I questioning my non-existent charisma? >->; and doubting if I'll ever make friends with a human being ever again? I just felt like giving random people compliments and affirmations out of sheer spite today. >~> Because when do I ever get any from people I walk past? looks at husbando <B[ Rarely. nods then shakes head Rarely. And now I've completely returned to my poor unhealthy habits. ;_; Eatin' pizza and fast food because I hate myself, sleeping late because I wanna work, and neglecting exercise because I forget. What am I supposed to tell my therapist? ;n; </3 I feel like such a dissapointing failure.. ^^^Click to go to my pond hangout^^^ ^^^ Click to go to my frickin' art shop ^^^
		Posted 10-07-2019, 08:49 PM

Death by Mirrors Writer			#1107
	Chipped off half of a front tooth, got a dentist appointment on Wednesday. So. Much. Fun.
		Posted 10-07-2019, 05:32 PM

		#1112	Stabbsworth Alien Cow
i fucking hate flies. hate them. percival is busy being queer as hell. he was also here.
	Posted 10-08-2019, 11:10 AM

Merskelly Metalien Icy Footed			#1113
	I'm so tired... ^^^Click to go to my pond hangout^^^ ^^^ Click to go to my frickin' art shop ^^^
		Posted 10-08-2019, 11:54 AM

		#1114	bluebird ADICTED
taco bell dec 14 S A U C Y 「art by mdom」 ✦✦✦ MORE ART blubirb by merskelly blessed naruto by mdom by mdom comm by Merskelly Metalien by Espy by glitch by mdom and glitch again!
	Posted 10-08-2019, 06:00 PM

Merskelly Metalien Icy Footed			#1115
	Taco Bell is fake. >:T ^^^Click to go to my pond hangout^^^ ^^^ Click to go to my frickin' art shop ^^^
		Posted 10-08-2019, 08:05 PM

		#1116	KittyBeary More More More Magic
Hey Windows stop deleting programs after updating. x( 2020 may be a difficult year, but I know we can all get through it together. Just believe in yourselves. ty bluebird for the art
	Posted 10-08-2019, 09:00 PM

Ava Double Rainbow			#1117
	I waited until the last fcking minute to get my sewing machine out... Only to find that it's not fcking working!!!! And yeah... I did spend almost 30 minutes crying about it today... "Peleamos otra vez La casa está encendida Si me quedo es suicida Dices que no lo volves' a hacer Promesas que no oigo Yo ya te conozco" --- Jessie Reyez Picture drawn by itty
		Posted 10-08-2019, 09:54 PM

		#1118	bluebird ADICTED
"fake" p much brand-named fast food. snacked on too much laver and now the corners of my mouth are tingling again dec 14 S A U C Y 「art by mdom」 ✦✦✦ MORE ART blubirb by merskelly blessed naruto by mdom by mdom comm by Merskelly Metalien by Espy by glitch by mdom and glitch again!
	Posted 10-09-2019, 12:25 AM

Merskelly Metalien Icy Footed			#1119
	;u; Wish I cared enough about me to snack...also to eat more than one meal every day.. ^^^Click to go to my pond hangout^^^ ^^^ Click to go to my frickin' art shop ^^^
		Posted 10-09-2019, 12:37 AM

		#1120	bluebird ADICTED
never too late to snack! snack now. ^👄^ dec 14 S A U C Y 「art by mdom」 ✦✦✦ MORE ART blubirb by merskelly blessed naruto by mdom by mdom comm by Merskelly Metalien by Espy by glitch by mdom and glitch again!
	Posted 10-09-2019, 12:39 AM

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