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Helsinki Harlot · Posted 07-01-2012, 09:16 PM

Yeah. I'm just. Is one god damn day out of the year too much to ask? Is one GOOD BIRTHDAY where I don't end up crying too much to ask? Can I just have one god damn birthday where I'm glad I'm alive. Just one. One day when people don't make excuses and explain it away that they hurt me. Just once "I fucked up, let me make it better and actually sacrifice a little of my time and effort and comfort to do so". I do that for her all the time. So why. I don't. Argh.

Dawn · Posted 07-01-2012, 09:25 PM

Some people are like that. :/

If she does that all the time, I would question if she is really worth your time and friendship unless she is family cause you don't deserve to cry on your birthday. :{

Helsinki Harlot · Posted 07-01-2012, 09:35 PM

She's my ex-girlfriend/still best friend. We've been through a lot together. Like, I could never abandon her. We've both lost too much to be able to do that.

Dawn · Posted 07-01-2012, 09:39 PM

Ah, didn't know that. :/
Well hopefully the rest of your birthday will go well.

and Happy B-day from me. I have to run I'm afraid.

HABIT · Posted 07-02-2012, 01:57 AM

Blarg. Hewwo folks.

Lauv Keiko · Posted 07-02-2012, 04:10 AM

*rolls in the thread, hoping for ashy to be not around*

Dawn · Posted 07-02-2012, 05:38 AM

Hewwo Massy. :3

Helsinki Harlot · Posted 07-02-2012, 08:42 AM

Night got infinetly better. She made it better.

Dawn · Posted 07-02-2012, 08:43 AM

Glad to hear things went better. :3

Hellsing kid · Posted 07-02-2012, 03:21 PM

I am alive!!!

YourLuckyKeyblade · Posted 07-02-2012, 03:53 PM

Hi Kid, what's up? c: How is everyone and Helsinki, I'm glad your night got better!

Hellsing kid · Posted 07-02-2012, 04:01 PM

Just got back from a convention. Exhausted and tired and stuff....

Helsinki Harlot · Posted 07-02-2012, 06:41 PM

My toe is swollen...

And yeah, me too. :]

Tho', we went to the bar and there was this super creep. Came in, stared at me as he did. Went to the bar, didn't buy anything. Lit up a cigarette and hovered about an inch from my body trying to scoot closer. Ignored the hell out of him and he left once he was done with his cig. CREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP.

Espy · Posted 07-02-2012, 06:44 PM

D: What happened to it?!

And I started my business college course today. Never knew anyone could actually take the FIVE MINUTE BREAK TO BREAK OUT A SMOKE (I'm really sensitive to cigarette smoke).

...Actually, it kind of smelled sweet, and since I've 1.) never smelled a cigar before and 2.) only smelled pot once, I'm not too sure what it was...

Helsinki Harlot · Posted 07-02-2012, 06:55 PM

Bug bite. Assuming you're talking about my toe.

And it was probably a clove.

Espy · Posted 07-02-2012, 07:02 PM

Neosporin or alcohol? D:

...Right. /wouldn't know, still

HABIT More Magic			#36325
	Blarg. Hewwo folks. Formerly known as Massy Deacon Current avi: Purple Man from FNAF
		Posted 07-02-2012, 01:57 AM

		#36326	Lauv Keiko Silent Scream
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	Posted 07-02-2012, 04:10 AM

		#36330	Hellsing kid Hakuna matata
I am alive!!! In the Grim Darkness of the far future there is only War.
	Posted 07-02-2012, 03:21 PM

		#36332	Hellsing kid Hakuna matata
Just got back from a convention. Exhausted and tired and stuff.... In the Grim Darkness of the far future there is only War.
	Posted 07-02-2012, 04:01 PM

		#36334	Espy Wanderer
D: What happened to it?! And I started my business college course today. Never knew anyone could actually take the FIVE MINUTE BREAK TO BREAK OUT A SMOKE (I'm really sensitive to cigarette smoke). ...Actually, it kind of smelled sweet, and since I've 1.) never smelled a cigar before and 2.) only smelled pot once, I'm not too sure what it was... STONEWALL WAS A RIOT \|playlist\| Step in front of a runaway train ____Just to feel alive again ═════════════ Dark 3.24.12 - Nick 6.4.12 - Henry 12.7.12 - Elliot & Rajat 3.28.16 sanctuary\|\|Closet\|\|~~Art Request~~ ═════════════ Pushing forward through the night_____ Aching chest and blurry sight
	Posted 07-02-2012, 06:44 PM

		#36322	Dawn Morbidly Obsessed
Some people are like that. :/ If she does that all the time, I would question if she is really worth your time and friendship unless she is family cause you don't deserve to cry on your birthday. :{
	Posted 07-01-2012, 09:25 PM

		#36324	Dawn Morbidly Obsessed
Ah, didn't know that. :/ Well hopefully the rest of your birthday will go well. and Happy B-day from me. I have to run I'm afraid.
	Posted 07-01-2012, 09:39 PM

Dawn Morbidly Obsessed			#36327
	Hewwo Massy. :3
		Posted 07-02-2012, 05:38 AM

Dawn Morbidly Obsessed			#36329
	Glad to hear things went better. :3
		Posted 07-02-2012, 08:43 AM

YourLuckyKeyblade Ho! Miscreant!			#36331
	Hi Kid, what's up? c: How is everyone and Helsinki, I'm glad your night got better!
		Posted 07-02-2012, 03:53 PM

		#36336	Espy Wanderer
Neosporin or alcohol? D: ...Right. /wouldn't know, still STONEWALL WAS A RIOT \|playlist\| Step in front of a runaway train ____Just to feel alive again ═════════════ Dark 3.24.12 - Nick 6.4.12 - Henry 12.7.12 - Elliot & Rajat 3.28.16 sanctuary\|\|Closet\|\|~~Art Request~~ ═════════════ Pushing forward through the night_____ Aching chest and blurry sight
	Posted 07-02-2012, 07:02 PM

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