[Rosekitten]

"explain.. er.. " He seemed to grow silent a moment knowing what he needed to say but he didn't like just blurting out such things, it wasn't how he was .. but Mizuki needed to hear this. This was his fault from the beginning. "I was trying to say earlier how'd I end up being lucky... you could have had anyone and being around for such a time hell .." He sighed a little before going on "I had planned on being alone, aside from Neimi I cared about no one and she was more of a child to me then anything.."

He probably still failed at explaining his point across to a drunken mizuki but he was dreadful with words in this situation so he had nothing better to say other then he had gotten damned lucky, they could have killed each other when they first laid eyes on one another.