[Bovice]

Alicia crossed her arms as she appeared in front of Holden. "Why did you just break his heart?" She asked. "And yours as well? God you are so stupid sometimes. You just threw away something great." She said getting angry.
"Alicia stop, just stop, ok? I know what I just did, but I need time..." He said but Alicia cut him off.

"Time? Time to do what? Get yourself killed? Or Amanda? I know you love all of us, but you can't live without Solomon." She said trying to knock some sense into Holden.
"I know Alicia that is why this is so hard." He said wiping his eyes as he stood up.
"No Holden, you are doing this because you are scared. You have never been in a relationship where the person actually knows you. You have gone around your whole life with just me knowing almost everything about you. You are gonna throw everything away because you are scared." She said raising her voice.

"I am not scared Alicia, I really need to figure things out." He said getting angry.
"He is gonna be pissed about this." "Do you think your dad had time to figure stuff out before he died? What about Abby? Do you think she had time to figure stuff out? What about Amanda, hm? If she would of died do you think she had time to figure stuff out?" She said.
"How dare you!" He said looking up at Alicia.
"How dare I? How dare you?" She said gulping a little bit. "You know what your mother was right you are a disappointment." She said painfully.

Holden's eyes went bright red. He grabbed Alicia with TK and threw her against the door. He quickly grabbed her by the throat. "FUCK YOU ALICIA! You are my friend how dare you agree with that bitch? Huh? I am NOT a disappointment! Do you hear me Alicia? What about you mom? Do you hear me to? I am not a disappointment! I am who I am, and only I can choose that!" Holden was screaming.


"What's going on?" Amanda asked sitting up. "Where's Holden?" She asked looking around. "Solomon what's going on?" Amanda said with pleading eyes. She jumped when she heard a loud thud, she also heard Holden screaming. "What's wrong with Holden? This isn't him." Amanda said as she tightly grabbed her dress.

Alicia adjusted on the door, "That's right Holden You are not a disappointment! You are a great person, who needs to be around great people. Like me, and Solomon. This is why you can't leave Solomon, your heart is already shattered, why shatter it more?" She asked hoping he would put her down.
"My heart will always be broken Alicia, over time I will forget my losses and move on. But! How dare you agree with my mother? If Solomon wouldn't of killed her I would have!" Holden yelled putting more pressure on Alicia.

"You wouldn't of been able to Holden, you loved her. Even though she beat you, you still loved her." She said now fully off of the floor.
"I didn't love her, she criticized me at every turn and beat me mentally and physically. I didn't love her." He said squeezing Alicia's neck harder, his nails were digging into her neck.
"YES YOU DID!" Alicia yelled trying to drill it in to his head.
"NO I DIDN'T!" Holden said as he pulled Alicia back and sent her flying through the door.

Alicia went flying through the door and into the wall, "Yes you did." She said gasping for air.
Holden walked over the shattered door, his eyes were still glowing red. "How? How could I love her?" He asked finally realizing that he did love his mother. He kneeled down next to Alicia, "I'm sorry." Holden said in a whisper.