[Ava]

I have loads of anxiety meds I could take, and have been taking... It's just so frustrating when I'm trying to do what I can to stay out of the hospital, like I'm taking my meds and being compliant, I'm trying hard to reach out when things are not so well. My therapist has been on maternity leave for about two-ish months now, so I haven't had her support through this. It's just that since my old psychiatrist is moving on to a new clinic, I really, really, need to see this new psychiatrist to get my scripts filled and to order my labs for next month..
I'm trying to avoid using my anxiety meds if I can help it, but I've definitely been using them more and more. After all, that's what they are there for, I guess...

I would be scared if in the intermission of my movie, everyone's snacks became sentient and were like, "HAYYYY. LET'S GO TO THE LOBBY!" I'd be so scared! The people in the background as traumatized!