[Stabbsworth]

heavy pedophilia mentions. proceed with caution.

so, i was wondering why i had someone blocked in a server that i'm in with a few friends of mine.

they recognized me as going by clockblockers back when i was younger, and, iirc, they professed some kind of attraction to me when i was fourteen. they lied and said they were sixteen, then admitted to lying about their age. (they turned out to be eighteen, but i have no idea if they were further lying about their age.)

worth noting is that this person was in a relationship with a pedophile that i had a very close call with. if i still identified as a girl at the time, then i could have been sexually abused.

my (ex) gf got the brunt of it instead. i was in a polyamorous relationship with her and a boy at the time.

i'm super pissed that it happened and i didn't realize until my (ex) gf told us and now this has happened and it's dragged up a bunch of old memories.

also i keep forgetting how long i've been stuck in the house.