[Ava]

This coronavirus has really gotten my anxiety waaaay waaaaaaaay up there!

It's freaking me out so much,
I know that it's not super dangerous or anything... but the guilt is making me feel terrible. My stomach is hurting all the time, my anxiety makes me feel near-constant pain, been very sweaty and too scared to talk to my friends.

Since the break up , my ex has gotten into researching schizophrenia... I guess he wanted me to know that he's been working on trying to understand me and what I experience day-to-day...
He also just had surgery and I'm just... I dunno. My tummy is really nervous lately. He could have died. It messes with my .. thoughts? My brain? I don't know!