[Ava]

You could be the most awful, abusive and terrible person to me...
And I would never ever fight you or hit you. If anything, I might cry about it in private and I might get passive aggressive and talk shit about you (while not revealing who you are, ofc) to my friends or someone who's an outsider of the situation.

BUT.

In my dreams, I'm a badass. You so much as look at me cross and I'll bitchslap you so hard.

I wish my dream self could come out sometimes.
There's been many times where people have treated me poorly, some even abuse me and I just sit there and cry because I'm weak ;u;