[Ava]

I think since I'm an extra sensitive person, cliques make me feel especially bad when I get rejected or kinda pushed out of the clique.

And I'm that person that is really shy so I tend to not be able to express how I feel properly.

Also, (good news, but maybe triggering?)

I finally stood up to my FWB and told him I did not want to be hurt anymore and that I felt like I tried hard to make him happy, but that I needed to do something for myself and I was not going to let him hit me or force me to do anything anymore... I told him I loved him, but I can't live with myself if I'm hurt all the time. Especially by him.

We haven't spoken since...
And usually when we have a long pause between talks, I tend to blow up his phone. But this time I'm not doing that. And honestly? I don't even really miss him that much like I thought I would...

In other news!
I was in a horror trailer as the main character :D
It was released today!!! uwu

I'm really excited!