[KittyBeary]

It seems no matter what I do, these feelings keep coming back. Whether it takes a year, a month, or however long, they still come back. I shouldn't be feeling this way at all. But if I'm honest with myself, I don't think my current relationship is really going anywhere. But we could just be going through a rough patch, and perhaps things will get better. But if these old feelings for someone I still seem to have keep reminding me that they're there, I'm gonna be driven up the wall.

For now, I'm not going to act on anything until I can see a clear path. I've been through this before, but it seems I never learn. And sometimes I feel I'll never know the true meaning of love. But whatever.