[Pinkie]

As Mizuki got up to leave he was expecting the male to just let him walk away from all of this. So least to say he was shocked as he heard the hiss of pain from Thalion as the male tried to move no less the pillow that hit his back. That caused him to stop and turn to look at Thalion. Though as the male got him to turn around and come back to the bed he picked the pillow up on the way. Walking back over Mizuki took his spot on the edge of the bed as he held the pillow in his lap.

This was when Thalion began to speak and Mizuki let the male do just that. He listened as Thalion explained that he didnt fail because it was his master and that if he didnt run things would of been different. It was true though it was a thought in the back of his head that if he had only known how or why the male hated his master it would of been different. Though that was a thought of the past and hew knew that it was. Even as Thalion continued to speak.

Shaking his head Mizuki gave a sigh "I went back because I had to" He said with a growl "By taking all his time he didnt set his eyes on others...." he paused a moment "...like the kids" He said with a shake of his head. Mizuki knew the way that the older male worked. Since the first day the male came and talked to him about his magic as well it was all he could do to keep the focus on him. "I knew...that if he found out about the powers the twins had let alone Amonars..." He said with a shake of his head.

"He needed to focus on something and I would rather go through that pain and knowing what was expected then to have them go through it....especially Amonar" Mizuki hissed a little "His age would of not stopped him" Mizuki huffed a little as his ears dipped down "Trying to save them I almost lost them." That right there was said in a broken voice one that showed his pain about everything. It was true though even though he tried to save them he almost lost them in the end.

However his words died as Thalion spoke again "Your an idiot..." At that Mizuki looked to him then down at the paper the male held out to him. Reaching out he took it and held it in his lap before he opened the little scroll. As he began to read his heart began to break with little pieces falling with each word he read. Thalion really had given up on everything.... the letter made the male seem so utterly defeated and the more he read the more it sunk in.

It was the final words from the male though that fully broke what was left of Mizuki "The last thing I will ever want is to be free of you.. I thought you were going through with the ritual because you wanted it. Having a distraction from your training and everything." As the male finished speaking Mizuki began to cry. His shoulders heaved as he breathed deep and hung his head deeper.

"I never wanted it..." Mizuki said after a little while "I broke my heart as I came ti the conclusion on what needed to be done" He said with a shake of his head "After our last encounter it was stuck in my head that you no longer wanted me" Mizuki said in a broken whisper as his ears dipped down as low as they could "...I couldnt help but think..." He said "...maybe you would of been happier if I was forgotten about in the land of faes..." He said as his voice hitched a little.

It was true though... it was the one thought that made him go through with everything. After all that the two of them went through and to have those words thrown in his face Mizuki only thought of one thing. How the male beside him would of been better to of just forgotten him and moved on. "You...you would been better off if..." he paused as he hiccuped a little "...If I never came back" He said as his good hand clenched into a fist in his lap.

"So I was going to correct that for you" He said with a little nod of his head "I was going to give you what you wanted or seemed to want" he sighed a little "After it was over I was going to leave" Mizuki said as his head dipped lower "I was going to leave you and the kids everything and just....vanish" Mizuki whispered lightly "I...I didnt know it would of undone everything...including the lives I loved so much" He shivered at the thought of it.