[Pinkie]

"Stop..." He heard though he couldnt move from where he was. He needed to show the male that he was serious with his words. He meant it all yet he knew it was going to take alot to fix this. He didnt even move as he heard Thalion do just that. It was not until he felt a little shaky hand touch his arm did he move a little. Though another hand touched his other arm and he was slightly forced to sit up where he knelt.

Mizuki kept his gaze down as he heard Thalion tell him to stop again. "It's not all your fault, I caused most of it actually." Thalion had said and Mizuki did look to him at this "I should have tried, I know it wouldn't have changed the outcome of anything but I should have tried harder. Hell I could have ignored my damned pride for that matter but apparently I was too weak to do that as well."

The words hurt with how sad and broken they sounded. There was none of that pride left in those words as the male spoke. There was only sadness and frustration. Mizuki however dipped his ears and hung his head again as Thalion spoke about how he was weak and that if he was stronger none of this would of taken place. Mizuki growled a little and shook his head at that. "You...are not week" He said in a whisper.

"Your words still mean everything to me... I still love you, thats why I came back. I shouldn't I should hate you shouldn't I? But I can't, there was never a thought that I had where it crossed my mind that I hated you. But I can't protect you either, or the kids or anyone." Those words broke his heart as he heard them. What could he say to that? Though something came to mind he didnt have a moment to say anything as Thalion spoke again.

"That night.. you told me to fight you. I was fighting and there was nothing I could do. I left to give myself some time to think and through all of it I swear you would have been better off with anyone else. Why you picked suck a weakling to waste your time on..." Okay that was it and Mizuki had had enough. Growling a little he looked to Thalion "For starters...you are not weak" Mizuki said to him.

"If you were I would have died many times..." Mizuki said to him with a sigh. "The first being getting me back from the eastern king keep" He said to Thalion "With out you I would of died" He said with a nod "Then from the drow kingdom keep...." Mizuki said "I would have died so many times" He said with a shake of his head "Not to mention how many times you have fought for my name..." Mizuki said only to frown and hang his head "...and I messed it all up" He said cringing.

"Your strong...you have went above and beyond for this family" Mizuki said with a little sad smile and a dip of his head "Not to mention if I am correct we were both drunk" Mizuki said lightly "Your senses were dulled and I took that as my advantage" Mizuki said sadly. "...I ruined my hole life...In one stupid drunken night" Mizuki said "Because I lost the only thing I cared for" He said in a growl.

After awhile of sitting there Mizuki thought of something before he gave a little sigh "Thalion..." He said after a moment "Do...you know my actual age..." Mizuki said after a moment of thinking. He was taking a shot in the dark here but he hoped it would help with things. Mizuki knew he had a point so he was going with it. "I have lived for many a years...as such I do have more training that you" Mizuki stated with a little shrug.

"I dont know mele...I cant do it worth a damn" He said with a shrug "Magic...its all that I have ever really known" Mizuki said with a sigh "After 279 years of life...you learn alot" Mizuki said with a sigh "...though not enough it seems..." Mizuki said lowly "...I cant even keep the man I love...and you say your week" Mizuki said with a little week laugh.