[Pinkie]

In the end everything just hit him all at once and Mizuki didnt know what to do. Something told him that as the male left the room he should of forced himself to move. To get up and fallow the male. Yet it was a combination of things that stopped him. The kids were one reason, the next was unused muscles and no sleep. Even as he felt Nytrias hands on his arms and legs he didnt move. It was not until his hair was pulled back and the male gasp did he move and that was only to turn his head from the boys gaze.

"Papa..." Nytria said as he gasped a little. This made Belquiri stop her rant and look over. "What happened between you two?" She asked and Mizuki shuddered at the thought of it. He couldnt explain something like that to the kids but he needed to give them some kind of answer didnt he? In a cracked voice Mizuki responded "...I broke him..." He simply said as his shoulders heaved a little. It hurt so much. The guilt the pain. All of it was so much and he knew it as well as the kids with him.

However as Mizuki sat there and he thought out loud "...I will fix though....some way" He said lightly. That was when the thought of something anything he could do came to mind. He had to make the effort, he couldnt loose Thalion. Not after everything they had been through...it couldnt end like this. With that thought Mizuki gave a growl before he spoke "Help your Papa up" He said still looking down. Nytria smiled at this and turned and looked to Belquiri. The female nodded her head before coming over.

Both of them grabbed an arm and held Mizuki around his shoulders as they heaved together and helped the older male to his feet. As they did Mizuki couldnt help the hiss that left his lips as he stood. Yeah that was painful. That was something he really didnt want to do again. Testing his feet it took him a moment but soon he was walking slowly "Thank you..." Mizuki said after a moment as he moved his arms and took the foot falls alone.

"Papa what are you doing?" Nytria asked as he headed for the doors on wobbely legs. The only thing Mizuki could of think of to say was "Papas going to fix this..." At least he was going to try to as he moved and opened the door. At the moment he didnt care how he looked as he stood tall and headed down the hallway. He had a feeling he knew where the male had gone he just hoped he was right. From the way he felt he doubted he would be able to travel far.

It took him some time before he reached the room and as he did he panted lightly. Reaching out he opened the door slowly before unsure wobbely feet took him in. Closing the door he didnt even look into the room for a moment. Until he turned and when he did the sight that met him was one that tore his heart. There Thalion was sitting on the window ledge...crying. Never in the years had he known the male to cry. Everything was to much for him and he had caused it all.

Moving Mizuki slowly walked to the male giving him the chance to move he had wanted to. Though the closer he got he was glad the male didnt. This was not until Mizuki fell to his knees before the male as he hung his head "I am not worthy of you Thalion" Mizuki said as he sat there on his knees "Everything...I know its all my fault and I take it as such" He said with a little nod of his head.

This however was when Mizuki paused "I..." though he stopped. "I have lived my greatest fear..." Mizuki said as his ears dipped back and down "...I have lost you" Mizuki said in a pained voice. It was true though Mizuki had lost Thalion even if the male was sitting right there before him he knew he had lost Thalion. It pained him so much and yet he did not know what he could do. "There...is nothing I can say or do to turn back time" Mizuki said with a pained sigh.

"I...I love you Thalion...and I lost my wold" He said. The next movement was something that Mizuki had thought about for the longest time. Moving he bowed low as he placed his hands before him on the ground as he touched his forhead to the floor. It was the bow of a pesent to a king "Anything...I would do...to get you back" He said "I am sorry from the deepest part of my heart...yet I know it means nothing" He said in a little hiss.