[Pinkie]

As time ticked by Mizuki didnt move from where he had fallen to the ground. He wore the same bloody robes as he did the night everything happened. His lip was spilt badly ad the bruise on his face told of a story however dark that story was. After he had sobered all Mizuki could do was think on what he had done. The only thought that came to mind was how bad he felt. He even thought of ending his own life in the heat of his sorrow then the thought came to him that if he did Thalion would die as well. Oh sure just add more to the list.

As the time ticked by it turned to days and it was not before long when he had knocks to his door asking for him. No he didnt wish to see anyone. It was not until Ryza came and pounded his door did he even know that Thalion was gone. Though as he got the news he smirked to himself as he sat there. He had forced the only man he loved away and gods only knew for how long. Mizuki really wouldnt blame the male if he had left all together. He was young in eleven...there was always time to find another lover.

Those were the dark thoughts that clouded his mind but in all reality he knew he deserved nothing but the worst. To take the male against his will was one thing but twice in a row? Let alone the beating that came with it? Mizuki didnt even know how he could live with himself. The only thought was he couldnt punish Thalion anymore. That was the only thing that had kept him from completing his dark thoughts time and time again.

As those days moved on he moved himself though only to lean against the wall as he found it hard to sit alone. What was he to do? He had done the worst thing he could of. Sighing his head dipped. It had been almost four days now and Thalion was still missing. Mizuki had half a mind to go and look for the male himself. Then again he was sure that he was the last person that Thalion wished to see. So with that thought he stayed where he was propped against the wall.

Even as knocks came and went he didnt speak. It was not until there was a loud booming knock did he even turn a dark bruised and swolen face to the door. Even though he didnt say anything there was a voice on the other side "My lord?" It questioned loudly "I dont know what took place between the two kings but I thought you would like to know that Thalion is home" The voice said and Mizuki frowned a little.

The male had come back? Even after all he had done...why...why did he come back? To tell him enough was enough and that he was gone for good? Did he plan on coming and taking the kids leaving just as he had come? All these thoughts and more began to plague his mind and he growled lowly to himself as he moved his head hanging it down with sigh. Mizuki wanted to see the male. He wanted nothing more then to get on his knees and beg for the males forgiveness.

Then at the same time he knew that was not going to happen. Not to mention the loss of trust. It was all gone. Hell Mizuki wouldnt even blame the male if the love was gone...it would make sense to him. Sighing Mizuki raised a hand and brushed back some loose hair from a dark face. He didnt know what to do...so he did the one thing that he was already doing...sitting alone thinking in his study. Even at the news of the male being home Mizuki didnt move. There was no point.