[Pinkie]

Dear life...

You win. I officially give up. I am sick of thinking that I am ahead one moment only to turn around and find out I am back farther then when I started. Do you enjoy pushing me through hell and watching as I suffer? Do you like it when I break down and give up? I am usually so strong and I have learned to put a mask up but that mask is cracking more and more and now...it barely covers my face. Others are starting to see the pain that I hold deep within my heart and I can no longer ignore the suffering that I am going through.

Once this world was light and carefree, it was so happy. Now all I can see is darkness and flames as the cries of agony and suffering reach my ears. Though I know the cries are my own and that I am forced to live this agony. I cant help but wonder if anyone or anything will be my hero and save me from my very own turmoil.

The light is no longer shinning and it pains me more then anything could...knowing that I have once and for all...given up hope.

Signed...
A broken person with no hope.