[Hero]

Dear Life,
Fuck you. So much. I hate myself already as it is.
Why can't you just let things go nicely..even just for a little bit without reminding me how much of a failure I am.
Fuck everything. I give up. I'm just going to go curl up under my blankets and just never give a shit anymore.
Why do I even fucking care? Why do I even try?
Nothing I do seems to go right anyways.
How the hell do I have friends with my shitty personality?
I..I..just don't know anymore.