[Meizicht]

Dear self.

Why are you such a selfish piece of shit? You had to go and destroy your own boyfriend's dreams. You don't deserve anything. Lazy, selfish, abusive black hole of shit.
Probably should end it now before you make his life even worse.
Tell him that when you see him next. The end of this for him could give him such a brighter future.
Well, I told him, and he didn't answer, so I guess that means we're no longer together. This'll be good for him.

Sincerely, self.