Dear ... you,
I get that you're happy with her, but ... please stop. Every picture you post of you both, every time you mention her, hell even when you told me "life is great" because I asked how you were doing because I haven't seen you in ages. It hurts. All of it just tears me apart.
I hate it when you say that we're "not meant to be" or that I'll "find someone better." Just stop. I still love you as much as I did when we were going out, and I know you still love me too deep down. So why are you so dead set against us being together?
It hurts to not be with you. I don't even always mean "together" with you. It hurts not even getting to see your face, or hear your voice, or to hug you when I need emotional support. It hurts when you don't text me back, or when you say you're "too busy with work" but yet you find time to hang out with
her.
What ever happened to "I'll always be there for you"? And "you're my best friend"? I haven't seen you in weeks. We used to hang out every single day. Am I not important anymore? Am I being replaced?
I'm not joking or exaggerating when I say I will not have anyone but you. You are the only one for me. I just hope you realize soon that I'm the only one for you, too. I just want to spend the rest of my life pleasing you and being there for you and being cute with you and sharing everything with my soulmate, and I hope you will be my husband someday.
-All the love I have in my heart,
Me
PS: Please
do not move 1,500 miles away. I can not guarantee what I will or will not do if you do. Please. Just don't.
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