[Espy]

Wha......t. Espy just got confuddled.

Espy's dreams often involve....er....let's seeee.
Drive-by shootings, prison, torture, killing people/getting killed, getting shot at, blackmarketeering, guns, friends dying, getting hurt, pain, struggling to survive, fighting.

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Espy swears she's okay and doesn't need a psychiatrist! She isn't a masochist/sadist either!