[Helsinki Harlot]

Wow. That's really impressive for your first job. What do you do?

The longest job I've held was about 2 years. Kinda miss it. I was a secretary at a hair salon. <3

Every so often I wish I'd had chances for more relationships or anything. Hell, I'd take two weeks and then it not working out for none at all. I don't know why people don't ask me out or show interest in me that way.

Tho' I have sort of a clue nowadays, according to some of my friends I've asked I'm intimidating. xD This awesome friend I have, his name's Sly, had a convo about that with me one night about looks and how people appear. (There was a drunk racist fuck at a party we were at shit talking muslims and that's my family heritage. My mom was born and raised in Egypt.) But I don't look arabic or anything like that. So we started talking about that and he told he was glad we met the way we did because apparently the census among the people I've met is that they're scared to come up to me because I just seem like this cool, bad ass tattoo'd chick who would think them un-funny or un-cool.

Hell, this guy I was with one night in the middle of sex while we were trying to get going was apologizing for something rather and he told me "I don't know why but you make me nervous."

>.< I JUST WANT PEOPLE TO SHOW INTEREST IN ME!

And I've taken martial arts and if a friend of mine was in trouble I'd beat some ass, but when it comes to me I just freeze up.

Oh hush I'm sure you look fine. And I can understand that side of it too. :3