[Helsinki Harlot]

lol oh being smashed. I've had a few too many of those nights.

Well shit, I'm sorry that your relationship with alcohol got so fucked up. I don't know if it's for similar reasons but I got friends like that who have certain things they can and can not do with alcohol.

And take it slow. I'm sure if he's taken enough of an interest in you so far you could just ask him to be respectful of certain behaviors and take it from there. No need to go all in the first hang out time.

And you'd be better damn sure you have a sober person when you go out to a bar. [/never goes out without a DD]

Well one day at a time is all that anyone can ask for. Just keep kicking those feet and eventually you should break surface and breathe easier. No one ever said shit was gonna be easy, but that's kinda what makes it precious and appreciated. It'll just give you a straighter back and stronger shoulders in the end if you can keep doin' what you're doin'.