[Misericorde]

Dear self;

Why are you so frustrated? Why can't you be happy with the way things are going? Ultimately, you got what you wanted... Maybe not EXACTLY what you wanted, but he's gone now. Why can't you just let go? Why do you still want to hold onto him? I understand that you still love him, and I understand that maybe you always will. But he's bad for you. He's not worth your time. Move on. I know things will be hard financially, and I know your heart is broken... But remember that you're better then that. And please... Don't do anything stupid. He's not worth it.

Sincerely, your rational mind.