Leaving..
 

Because of recent events, I don't think I can bring myself to even be online anymore. I told everyone I would be okay, and I don't know if I CAN be. I'm not.. I'm not leaving the site completely, just.. I don't know when I'll be back.

I do this with a heavy heart because you are all my family. It sucks that this place makes me as depressed as it does, but, the person who showed me this place has broken me, and things that remind me of that person ... God, I can't even finish that statement.

I'll still be submitting my designs for the contest, so, Illusion, you don't have to worry about that. I haven't forgotten about you.

So I say this with so much hurt in my heart... Goodbye, Trisphee. I hope time heals me, because I don't want this to be forever.

Batty..... *hugs* I can go kill Hermes or who ever it is.... I hope you are okay and message me on FB if you want. I will miss you sweetie.

I don't think I'm even keeping that. I feel like I just want to cut myself off from the rest of the world, hide under a rock, and rot there for the rest of my existence.

I know it hurts but we are your friends, and will do anything for you. Hiding away from everyone won't make it better, only destroy you. Let us at least try to support you through this first week and then decide before doing anything rash. And if needed I will tell Alpha break will be moved from TN to Florida.

What? I just met you?! How!? Why?! *ahhhh* I was looking forward to your items in the commons contest. I have no clue what happened ~ but There are new members here to hang out with that think your name and style and spookyness are great.

I hope you don't leave and I hope you join all my threads!

(I realize I probably can't talk you out of it - but I can try!)

Heh, I love you, girl.

I never really knew how much I was cared for until now. I don't think one person has left me alone since Sunday.

Heh, I love you, girl.

I never really knew how much I was cared for until now. I don't think one person has left me alone since Sunday.

It almost feels like I've been stood up at the altar. One minute I'm engaged, the next, I'm not.

I feel horrible not noticing it on FB yesterday. *hugs* We all love you Batterz.

It happened on Sunday. Continued through Monday.
I was trying not to make too big a deal from it, but I don't think it can blow up anymore than it has.

I immediately saw your user name and !Queen of Spooks! ~ I thought... you know what? I'm totally going to get along with this person!

Bats are one of (if not the number one of) my favorite animals! <3 I think they are the cutest. I just imagined you have to be as cute. (and misunderstood.) <3

Outside of this interwebs some people might refer to me as a perky goth, if you want a clue as to why I'm into bats and so happy all the time. <3

i won't profess to know what is going on but i do know there is no point in running away from here over him, maybe i am jaded but that seems too much like saying you don't deserve friends or at the least you don't deserve any friends you have here

I read *hugs* I know you are going through a tough time. And I wish i was there to give you a hug. *hugs again* go tell Zane to give you a hug for me?

Faux;; Baha. Bats are amazing, yes. Indian Flying Fox Bats are the best <3

Choco;; And I'm not going to disclose whats going on either, unless privately asked. You don't know how I feel right this second, and honestly? I don't think I deserve anything at this point.

Tivvy;; I forced him to get out of the house and leave. He can't be over me all the time, but, I can assure you, he'll be right back up my ass in a little while.

It is because we love you *hugs*

I'm glad someone else thinks bats are cute! <3

...I saw "flying fox bat" and lost most of what I'd been planning to say.

Uhm. -quickly re-gathering thoughts-

Yeah, I don't know what's going on either, but I'll just say...remember to think before you do stuff, okies? (Not talking about leaving Tris.)

Ah, if you want, you can always toss me a PM with an FB link.

We love you batty and I'm sorry I didn't see this sooner.

I love you guys too.
Thats why I think I need to leave.

I don't want any of you seeing me like this, and, I dont want to kill the spirit of the site.

We will miss you batters i hope every thing goes well for you and we see you back very soon

What?! Don't leave! *ug*

**hugs Batty tight**
I'm sorry that this happened to you, babe. I still think it's better than the alternative; ignorance can only be bliss for so long. But if you choose to go, I just hope that you'll come back soon. <3 I love you dear.

If I can stand it, I'll stay. Trust me, I DON'T want to leave.

The wounds are still fresh, still open, still bleeding profusely.

But if you don't see me around for awhile, you guys know why.

Okies then... -hugs-

-clings to Espy-

I posted my submissions, by the way.
I still have two to finish.

...I'm too scared to check them T____T;

~just saw this today.. then again im not on much anymore myself~

~huggles the Batty~ D: I hope things do work out, I don't know whats going on so I won't go about trying to give you some words or my thoughts on whatever the matter is.

Its.. a very complicated situation.

I don't know what's going on either..But from what I've seen you have a lot of people here who love and care for you, and rightfully so. I don't know you, but from what I've read I can already tell you're a wonderful and caring person.
I hope everything gets better and you'll be in my thoughts. <3

WAAA!!! D8 my batty-kins is leaving?!! nuuu ;o;

DK doesn't want batty to leave ;n;

BATTY!!!!! =dies and huggles= Pinkie will always love you and will always keep you in her heart dear! That and I will always has your nipps =ninjas= Please dont let what anyone has done ruin you. Your are the smartest and kindest person pinkie has met in a long time. I really hope you heal dear...time heals so take as much of it as you need and when you return pinkie will be here with open arms =huggls deeply=

Gyahh, you guys are gonna make me cry!

Zane told me I shouldn't leave, my brain is telling me not to, either.
It says that I'll get over this much faster if I have all of you there to support me, make me laugh, and get my mind off of it.

Well...getting over stuff, in my opinion, is easier and more quickly done with friends, yes yes...?

Even for outside-of-forum-slightly-quiet people like me.

I wish I was more attentive and active here or maybe been a better friend to Batty but I only hope that she knows to take all the time she needs and we will always been here when she gets back.

I know how difficult it is when someone breaks your spirit like that, it does take time to recover.

Ten years later and I am still recovering from the divorce. Having people around is truly helpful, hon. Force yourself to even leave the house, trust me I have been through it as well. Even a short walk around the block in the sunlight will help.

Get well soon, Batty, We love and miss you.

Batty I am sorry for the heartache you're going through, you have my thoughts and prayers *hugs tight*
You do what you need to do, sometimes taking time to yourself can help you clear your head and heal but don't let that time turn into a spiral of loneliness and grief alone. Cos you're not alone. That's all I will say.

I am the manry-est of men!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! D: dont do it!!!!! staaay!! -chains to forums-

...clearly i said much more than this throughout these events but im sitting right next to you...infact using your laptop.. ^__^;;

We love you! We Demand you stay!.... The People Have Spoken..Deal with it <3

Batty, you leaving? D8 I just now saw this. I hope you can come back~!

keep your inventories just in case you come back