Because it's better than calling it an... well.. it @.@

and i love BABIES~ one baby is nice.. but lotsa babies are better x3

Not lots of babies now. lol I'm still thinking about it. Financial and everything.. Hm.. Guh.. Makes me feel nauseous already. XD

Yeh~

My bf is insane about financial stuff. -sigh- It's cause he grew up less fortunate and he'd rather let his family live better than he did.

Which is nice and all.. but somehow I feel like I dont care about that as much as i just wanna be with him..even if we suffer ;w; stupid menz.

gaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I feel restless now~

That's how I feel. I was perfectly happy with my family growing up poor. Yeah I had a lot of hard times, but it made me a better person today. And I know if it comes down to it my family will back me up. :) I just don't want it to come to that. Right now my biggest worry is that I'm making him feel he needs to do this with me so I don't get some doner..He's young but he'd be a great father, if he let's his temper go. lol And I care for him deeply. I just don't want to lose him over this...or make him feel obligated. And he says he's not, he does what he wants, but I still feel I'm making him..

^This... haven't talked to him in days... I wanna cry now~

-sigh- STOP TALKING ABOUT BF's... I can't hug mines... *frowns*

I don't think you're making him do anything xDD

He seems like he really wants this as well. Although you can't be too sure of the future.. trust him. He seems like a very nice guy *nods*

We'll see. *huggles*

noo not your fault... I'm just catty *frowns*

First Silver about her awesome sushi and bf-ness...then muffins wants babies with hers... and stakie's missing hers...

-sigh- I feel so... empty now D= I was fine before.. but.. Idk what happened to him. He told me if I never hear from him in 24 hours, something is wrong... and its true!

The times when I hadn't heard from him in a while he got into a car accident... AND the other time, his aunt overdosed him with sleeping pills by accident in his food... and he passed out.

-sigh- I hope nothing is wrong.. I'm crying now... geez I'm such a softie

o.o WTF! Go kidnap him. D: It's not safe there!!

Yeh.. I wish i could run away with him... I really want to... but life sucks.. and we can't.

I just really hope that he's fine since I cannot contact him...and if he dies.... I'd never know TT_TT

D: Why not? You can't call him? D:

i'm not allowed to v.v

it's long distance calling and his aunt got him a shitty plan. when I went over there for a week, our calls totalled to $75 ... and we only talked to let each other know where we were and what time. Very short calls

I also recently got a new cell phone..... his number isnt on it yet. I have to refind it.

If tomorrow comes and I havent heard from him.. I'll call

:( I'm sure he's fine. <3 He'll contact you and it'll be okay!

you dont know that!

What if his aunt goes crazy and starts beating him up again? He's such a fucking softie. Like fucking Cinderella. Just taking everything cause he can't afford to lose his tuition.

I can't stand it! She already kicked him out of the room so he has to sleep out side because HER cat shed fur on the bed. I can't stand not knowing that he's okay because I know the situation that he's in... the last time we talked... he didn't even say good bye to me.