That's good to hear ^_^

yeah its nice to be happy
^-^

I wasn't sure if it was gonna turn out well, but I caught up with people i haven't seen in a while. Saw a movie, got a milk shake
it was a damn fine day.

annnd today should be good too
>w<

Oh? Are you going out with them again or something?

Yep, and seeing some more friends I haven't seen in a while
^^

well that's good to hear ^_^

-pokes thread-

anyone hooome?

*flops in*
I missed you guys!! *glomps moonie and mize*

*slowly crawls into a corner and lays on the ground in a fetal position*

...I want to get out of this shit hole of a home...
...I don't want to be a nurse...
...I don't want to deal with finals...
...I want a job to get money to get OUT of this shit hole of a home...
...
*cries*

O-o omg XUN!! Are you alright?? *glomps*

*is glomped* laskdjflkahsdf

I'm close to snapping and just flipping off everything and everyone precious around me and say, "SCREW THIS SHIT, I'M OUT OF HERE!" with no means of financial stability. I'm stressing, yet at the same time, I feel selfish for such a feeling. A friend of mine, however, believes that it's not me being selfish, but it's my parents using that as an excuse to "control" me. Seeing and knowing my parents, I can't help but take that as truth.

And yet no matter how many times I want to, I just can't. Too much of a caring heart. Such a conflict tears my heart into two. lkajsdlfkahsdf

O-o Man you have it tough. Maybe you can room with a friend for a bit to get some distance and calm down for a bit?

Wish I can, but I can't seem to find anyone. There is a person, but I've lost contact with them. Honestly, that was what I wanted to do.

Sadly, the internet is not enough of an escape. lol

dang it. Too bad we live in different countries >.< If I had lived close to where you were I'd rush over there T_T I feel pathetic that I can't really help you >.<

Console for my well being and giving me suggestions and help is good enough to be called help in my book. It's alright. |D

I guess... but I'm the type of person that if I want to comfort someone... I kinda like physically being there so that I can hug em, rub their back, let em rant in front of me, cry, and all those sorts of stuff... maybe play a violent game or two to let off some steam XD

Sounds like a plan. But for now, I'll have to work with what I have. Thank you again for your help. '^'