yeah.. my friends grandmother died a couple of days ago..
she like extended family. I'm gonna miss her.
And since its been forever since I actually wore anything.. nice or girly... I need to find all my makeup, my skirt.. and stockings...
if I can't I'm gonna have to wear jeans... and somehow that just feels really disrespectful to me.

I even got out earrings since I never wear those anymore either... and I'm still looking for the right necklace.

I'm not very good at keeping things organized when i never use them.
and my eyes are freaking out since this is the first day in a long time that I've actually put makeup on

>A< oh god, I have the same reaction to death in the family ;^; I wouldn't know what to do...or if I'm doing the right or wrong thing...
*hugs mizeh*

-hugs-
I'm mostly okay Lauv, no worries
I'm just freaking out cause i can't find stockings..
T.T

I'm gonna have to wear jeans
I looked for a pair all night last night and I still have found anything this morning.

Hopefully you've non-blue jeans?

Wear slacks then? O_o

i don't have any slacks...
and i have really dark, brand new, jeans.
I wasn't prepared for this... and I don't have any money to go out and buy anything either...

How about some skinny jeans? Then wear pumps.

they are bootcut jeans, I have nice heels to go with them.
I'll look nice.. but i still wish I had something more... formal?

as long as you have a formal top, everything is good. :3

yeah, I've got a nice black top.
^^

thats not that hard

and as long as you're there, your presence means more than what you wear.

I know, but its not my "family" in most senses... so I don't want to be disrespectful. My real family would question it and get mad, but i'd explain and they would be fine...
I just don't want to insult anyone... if that makes sense

it makes sense, and I understand what you feel about it. *hugs*

-hugs lauv-
but you think i'll be fine... right?

*hugs back* yes, mize, you will be just fine *kisses your cheeks*

okies
I'll stop freaking out then.... or try to