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"You can deny it all you want, but this will only make it harder for you the only reason why your marking will not show is cause you keep fighting it and if you allow it just show if self to you everything will be less hard for you. If Adrian told you he is right, nothing he says is made up but if you wish to follow it that way you can. But I will not sit here and take this from you, life is life. . . .and you shouldn't say it can't happen that way. And as for Hatori. . . .I don't know what you want to do with him but you better keep him a secret then. . . .that is all I can say Shun." she said to him letting out a sigh and being rather annoyed by him. I am the manry-est of men! |
"To live my life one way and be told that it's all been a lie, I am sorry that I'm pissed off." he growled feeling the want to throw something across the room again "Yes I am denying it, I don't want it I want to be my own person not bound to my sister until she or I die... do you have any idea how many times suicide has crossed my mind this week alone?" he closed his eyes and let out a deep seething sigh filled with despair "Like fuck I'm keeping him a secret, I'll phone her now and let her know I'm dating and I am not coming to her dance." he felt like his whole world was crumbling around him and that there was no way to stop it.
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"Well then Shun, if you do all that, then please don't call me if that is what you wish to do, I will allow you to do what you wish and what you want anything then." as she pulled the phone away from her ear and hung up. Then went back to work on Miyako's dress. -- Hatori got a bowl cereal and sat at the table and ate stayed quiet seeing the the different color shine bright in the hall way. As he looked up knowing Adrian was gone from this world leaving Sho upstairs on his own for the small while he was going to be away. I am the manry-est of men! |
Hearing the phone hang up he banged his head on the desk "Every time... even now when I want to do the best thing for me, I still feel like I've done something wrong." he sighed continuing to bang his head a little more as his phone rang one more looking to the number he picked up the phone "Answer." he said shoving it to his ear only to take it away a few feet as his father started yelling at him "Yes fath... no... but... I'm sor... bu..." he sighed hearing the call hanging up placing the cell phone in his pocket he walked doen and looked at hitori "You where right." he said gently/
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Hatori looked up from his bowl looked at Shun. ". . . .I'm sorry" was all he could say as he hate his meal and sat at the table unsure of what to really do for Shun in away he felt bad for evening saying anything. "I'm sorry." I am the manry-est of men! |
"Please stop apologising, the truth would have eventually came out." he said sitting at the counter. "I could make you something better than that if you like." he said noticing the other never seemed to like it "I'm still denying my fate I refuse to be her servant and I refuse to give you up." he smiled softly "I just wish I could sleep without the whispers."
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"You can once you except them, that is all they want from you is to except them and what you are. . . .if you keep fighting you will be forced to stay in the other kingdom to awaken to your powers. . ." he said. "No it's fine it okay thing to have once in a while." I am the manry-est of men! |
Shun looked to him placing his head on the counter "I refuse to accept that fate or lifestyle." he said with a sigh "oh boy this just seems to be getting better and better... I don't want to go there and they can't make me." he said banging his head against the counter a few times wanting it all just to stop
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"You can fight it all you want but what you are will not allow it, if you just awaken it will be fine that is all the shadows want from you its not like you have to go back really. All they ant Shun is for you awaken. . . .and use them as you should." I am the manry-est of men! |
Shun looked to him from the corner of his eye "To awaken is to accept the fate that destiny has decided for me, I will not accept such a fate." he explained his hand going to his mouth as he yawned. He was exhausted as it stood but the want to be normal, to be his own person prevented him from awakening "It's to much to take in Hitori... they get louder every night and at times threatening "Perhaps if I tried to sleep in a place where there is no shadow then I can sleep peacefully because they'll shut up."
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"It's not really giving into what you think have to do. But I have nothing to say really so please don't mind me. You know there are shadows every where no matter what you do Shun. . . ." I am the manry-est of men! |
Shun looked to him and sighed "I don't want it Hitori, it's like I've never had a single choice in my whole life and this has just made it worse" he grumbled a little "I don't want to live in a life of servitude... not to some king in a place I don't know... I have a life here doing that and it sucks."
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"Your king. . . .is not a King. . .its a Queen." as he stood up placed his dish into the skin in away he feeling tired trying to explain or even have the other understand but he would try is all he could. I am the manry-est of men! |
Shun looked up at the other for a moment "My mother said something about Miyako being my ruler, and that where Adrian is able to do as he wishes because of his marking mines will be far different our bod is stronger... it seems like I'm going to be bound to her will and have to sacrifice everything again." he closed his eyes that was one of the main reasons now he was fighting so hard against what he was
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"I don't know what more to say. . .I only tell you not to fight cause then you could be like Adrian, able to move to and from worlds like he can but. . . .I don't know I am not you nor am I him so I don't understand what you feel or see. . . .so I will just keep what I think you should do to my self." as he went quiet. I am the manry-est of men! |
Shun stood up and walked around the counter bringing Hitori close to him hugging him tightly "You have been helpful, thank you but it seems the next part of my discovery I might have to talk to adrian about, until then I will continue fighting" he said kissing the other on the forehead wanting to give it a few more minutes before he called his sister to let her know the truth.
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Hatori nodded some but unsure what what is going to happen. "Okay then," as he was held close by the other looking down some but he would let it just roll. I am the manry-est of men! |
"I'm sorry I'm burdening you with all this it's just..." he paused and pulled away "So much to take in at once." he explained bringing out his cell he put it on the table speaker phone, call Miyako." he would wait till she answered it before saying anything.
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Nodding some Hatori took his seat at the table palced his head down watching the other to see what would happen now. -- "Shun~" came a voice over the phone. "What is going on? Mother is in a fit wont speak and father seems to have lost his wit. What is gong on?!" she asked in a bit of panic but also a little upset since no one was telling her anything. I am the manry-est of men! |
Shun listened to his sister and heard her panic "I pushed a question with mother, when she was finally truthful with me I swore at her and told her I refused the fate that was wrote for me... that I was happy with my boyfriend." he wasn't thinking straight so just blurted out everything to her.
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"Huh what you did? Boyfriend? Shun? What are you talking about?" she cried she was in panic it scared it and trying to take it all in she was about to cry her self. "You have aboyfriend? Is it that odd boy Hatori?" she was upset but so much was happening she couldn't gather her thoughts so well. I am the manry-est of men! |
"I asked her about Kirin and forced her to tell me... it turns out they have been lying to us our whole lives, even about the fact they are not our real parents." he said closing his eyes "Yes I have a boyfriend and yes it is Hitori, no I am not giving him up and there is nothing you can do to make me." he sighed opening his eyes "Miyako please don't cry it hurts me when you cry... it turns out I'm your Kirin, you are ruler of a kingdom and I'm your servant they where teaching me everything I needed to be ready but I don't want that."
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"Shun. . . .I. . ." this was the first time she was so stressed out she didn't know what to do being almost on verge of tear hearing everything Shun was saying it was all so much for to take in that it cause her to collapse from everything that has been going on. As she held her head passing out in the end. I am the manry-est of men! |
Shun's eyes went wide listening to the commotion his eyes going to the the shadows worry seen in his eyes. He picked up his phone and hung up calling his mother hoping that she would respond to him he wanted to make sure Miyako was safe but it would take hours to get to her and hated to think the only quick solution was to accept and go through the shadows.
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Hatori blink a little. "You should go and see if she is okay. . . I think that is the first time I had never see so much red just go away in one movement" he said to him. I am the manry-est of men! |
Shun moved to the shadow and bit his lip "I need your help and no it doesn't mean I accept this but even not as a Kirin, it's my responsibility as her brother." he said his hand going into the shadow he slowly moved through it to where his sister was "MIYAKO!" he called out running to her side he held her close "I-I'm sorry I never meant for this to happen..." he whispered tears falling.
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Miyako was unmoving in away she had fallen into coma from trying to take everything in something inside of her shut off and put her into a sleep, this was the first time something like that has happened for her so in away no one knew how long she would be like this. Hatori sat in the kitchen lowered his head down laid it down on the table. "Life you can be so cruel I never understood what you where like that. . . ." he said to no one. I am the manry-est of men! |
Shun looked to his sister before taking her in his arms tightly his eyes closing tightly "Miyako, please... please forgive me I didn't mean for this happen." tears fell from his eyes as he cried into her shoulder, he knew he was the cause of it and would take the punishment for it no matter what it was "I'll do anything you wish, just please Miyako come back to me." he wanted to break how strong his ties where but here he was clinging to her like she was going to die. "I love you Miyako, your my princess..." he paused closing his eyes feeling his heart crumbling "I will give up my selfish wants for you... I want to see you smile again"
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Hatori blinked some closed his eyes got up from his seat leaving the kitchen. "You shouldn't have said anything to her. . .it only made you even more sad. . . now your giving it all away." as he felt like the red thread broke fading away. "Books, books. . .I have more books to read and a lesson to do. . .the teacher will be here soon. . ." he said to him self. -- Miyako floated with in her own reaches of her mind curled up trying to understand everything, that was just happening to her self and what Shun had told her. "This is the first time my body did this. . .I wonder why. Could it be what Shun had told me? Could it be cause I don't want him to leave me. . . I never want him to leave me! I love him to much, I want him to always be mine!" she cried, "He is my Shun and no one else can have him." I am the manry-est of men! |
Shun stood keeping Miyako close to him he now regretted saying anything as he knew how he would be forced to give everything up to keep her happy. 'I love you Hatori, I always will don't give up on me...' he thought to himself he wasn't about to give up the only thing that made him happy no matter what his family wanted all it helped him do was realize that there was no way she was going to give him up. His eyes went down towards Miyako "I know my place is by your side and though it's a fate I never wish to accept I know it is futile to try swimming against the tide." his voice sad as tears continued to fall "Please my princess wake up let me know what you want."
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Miyako could hear some of the things as she floated about in this place that was with in her own mind. "What I want is for you to always stay with me, and be here with me, Always." was the thought as she deiced it was time for her to go back, diving into the white light. In a short moment Miyako's eyes started move about as she slowly opened them to see Shun. "Shun. . .?" I am the manry-est of men! |
Shun had no idea that his siter could hear him so continued to walk to her room with her in his arms. getting there he settled her down "How could I have been so selfish." tears continued falling as his heart felt like it had been torn out "I wasn't thinking of your needs only my own and this makes me a bad person I'm sorry Miayko." he stammered his eyes going wide as he heard her voice nodding "I-I'm here Miyako don't worry." he moved to one knee taking her hand he kissed it much like he had when they where children
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Seeing her bother she reached out hugged him close. "Shun, I don't ever want you leave me again! I want you be here with me all the time. I don't wanna be lonely any more. . .I like it when you are around I feel more at ease." she said holding on to him tightly. I am the manry-est of men! |
Shun held her close his eyes closing tears falling wondering why he couldn't stop crying. 'If this is her wish then I will forget my own selfish desires.' he thought to himself wondering why he just couldn't stop crying, he had finally found happiness and it seemed that he had destroyed himself by mentioning it in anger. “I-I wish it was that simple but I have to go back to Adrian's home this evening as I have lessons still.” he said gently “If this is your wish you will need to take it up with out parents” he said gently he hoped their parents would say no so he would at least some time to himself
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"I guess. . . .you do have lessons and mother and father always tell me you need them. . .so I guess I can leave you be, but once your done you have to come back here and be with me." as she held on to him not wanting to let go. I am the manry-est of men! |
Shun pulled back trying to stop the tears from falling how he wished they would "My lessons are very important it seams for our future." he said gently pulling back "My dear Miyako, please I have to go back to Adrian's" he said letting go of her and walking to the shadows though there would still be time for her to stop him.
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Reaching out to Shun she wanted him to stay and wanted to be with him but she knew this was something that was important cause her mother and father told her time and time and again. "Shun! You have to come back alright?" she called out to him still feeling rather dizzy and tired. I am the manry-est of men! |
Shun stopped hearing her voice his head lowering his eyes closing as he took everything in "Yes Miyako I promise I will come back.." tears fell from his eyes again 'it's not exactly like my fate is mine to write, instead I have been bound in chains since the day I was born.' he thought to himself as he moved through the shadows directing himself to the room in which Hitori would be in and fell to his knees "Why isn't my fate my own..."
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The green eyed youth looked over to him, got out of his seat walked over squatted down looked at him. "For the gods made it you are servant to a Queen, you are her shield and sword, you are also her evil, and must do what you can for her. For she will love you always." he said to him looking at him. I am the manry-est of men! |
Shun looked up to him shaking his head "I'm not a servant, she's just my sister not a queen though she acts like it at the best of time" he said taking Hitori's hand in his own bringing him down into a hug "She doesn't need a sword or sheild, she can kick anyones butt believe me." he said honestlu rubbing his ribs a little remembering when he said no to playing tea party with her. "Evil? No I'm not evil... I don't like hurting people." this was an honest truth "No matter how much she loves me I like you and it'll never change." he said kissing his neck a little without thinking
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