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"Do you really want change Liam?" said a soft voice from the shadows of his room. "Do you really wish you could both live the same? Are you not afraid of what he would become if you want this? What ever happens and concenuse you will take it all with in your heart?" it asked him. I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam nodded to what was said “Yes of course I do, I love Gully and I need to change then I will.” He explained his eyes going around his room as he tried to distinguish where the voice was coming from as it scared him a little. “Yes and I think gully wished it was like that the whole time not one favoured over the other. Afraid? No why would I be?” he asked it really hadn’t crossed his mind “I just want us to be happy with each other.” He answered honestly.
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"I see, I see, so you are willing to do all that for him and you are willing to see the side of him that was never allowed to be then?" the voice asked. "This may make things a little hard for you both. . .he may not agree to the love you give him if you want this road or he may want it. . .it truely depends." I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam looked down hearing the words nodding "I am willing to see who he is meant to be... regardless of how hard or how his heart will feel towards me." his voice shook as he thought about how the other may not care for him but at least this way Gally could have a normal life without fearing him and that was a wonderful thing to hims "It will be a wonderful birthday gift to us both regardless."
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"If you so then wish it then sleep young one and in morning's light all will have change you and your bother will be the same but you can not change what will become it is something you have wished for, so do not regret it or you will pay a price." said the voice as it vanished into it's own darkness. I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam lay back in the remains of his bed, the voice from the darkness soothed him somehow just in the knowledge he and Gully would be the same, even if it was nothing but a fleeting dream in his mind. “I understand that, thank you.” he whispered turning on his mattress “I will never regret this wish come what may at least he'll have a normal life.” he said before falling into a slumber wondering what the new day would bring.
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Once morning had come one of the maids knocked on Liam's door to wake the young master up for the day. "Young master, it is morning and your bother is waiting for you in the dinning hall please hurry so we may get you ready." she said through the shut door. I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam had a peaceful night dreaming of what could be now he and his brother where the same, when his eyes eventually flickered open thanks to open he was surprised to see that his bed was in one piece “What the? Am I still dreaming?” he asked himself sleepily. Moving out of bed he moved out of him room into the dinning hall still wearing his pyjama's he was still to tired to bother to get changed. “Good morning, anything going on today?” he asked if there wasn't he was intending to sleep the day away as he felt tired
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"Huh sleep well then?" a voice came from one end of the table. It was Gil dressed in his fine attire of the day his gold eyes reading a paper that was before him, though is additued is different a little more snippy and more aggressive then he used to be. "You need to get ready what is wrong with you Liam, you know we have things to do today." I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam looked over to the voice and smiled brightly seeing his brother sitting there “I had a strange dream to say the least Gully.” he said covering his mouth with his right hand “I dreamed you where not loved by mother and father and treated so badly. You where scared of everyone.” he explained as he closed his eyes almost falling asleep at the dinning table “Nothing is wrong with me Gully I'm just feeling lethargic I guess that dream had me tossing and turning. What had we got today?” he wondered seeing if he could skip anything
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"That dream just sounds like something that would make my skin crawl. Or worse, ugh. Any how we need to find me a new servant who will not cave and allow me to jab her eyes out. . . " he said as he took a bite of his meal. "Then we need to work on getting you outfit for your engagement. After all." I am the manry-est of men! |
“Would explain why I never slept so well yesterday Gully.” he covered his mouth once more as he yawned “Another one? Mother and father will start getting cross that you can't keeps a servant for more than two months.” he had no idea why he knew that he was somehow glad he did however as he would look a fool “Besides every one who works here signs a contracts saying they will do as they are to do as they are told when they are told or they can be fired immediately and they can not speak about or or they can fired.” he stated as if it was something the other should have known. His eyes opened wide at the last part however “Hell no, I am not getting engaged I don't even have a boyfriend.” he yelled getting up from the table all of a sudden he lost his appetite so went to his room locking it behind himself “That is cruel...” he whispered into the shadows
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The whispers came in soft tone to Liam. "You said you would take whatever we would give you. And this would be the true side of your bother with out fear, he cares yes for you but will not love you the way you wish to love him." it chatted at him. Gil sighed rolled his eyes, "Well, at least you get to pick your fiancee, it be boy or girl since mother want's you to be very happy but if you are going to throw fits it seems we will need to go and call forth suitors again Liam this is something that I know you don't wanna do" as he finished his meal got up heading off down the hall to check in his rather picky bother. I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam closed his eyes as the soft tone spoke “I guess it came true... the heart is a fickle thing and is never set in stone, perhaps in the future he may love me.” he whispered to himself before opening eyes as Gil spoke. “Pardon, sorry I was in my own world.” he stated “I am not throwing fits Gully, I just don't remember EVER having a relationship with anyone. Hell I don't want a relationship with anyone.” he looked down knowing that second part wasn't quite true but the one that he wanted was forbidden fruit “I don't want to be married and I certainly don't need you or mother to help such a thing along.” he said standing heading to his room once more closing and locking it as he got inside. Sliding down the wall to the floor.
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Gil sighed, blinked some crossed his arm. "You surely must be kidding me! Liam I didn't get up early so you could do this!" he growled. "Fine, I will take matters into my own hands then." he said to him self, then walked down the hall to his bothers door. "Fine do tell me and I will humor you on the ideal partner ship you want I will do it for a month how says you?" he asked though the door. I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam rolled his eyes shaking his head at what the other said “No, I'm not kidding you Gully, I seriously don't remember ever being in a relationship.” he said pulling his knees to his chest, he felt like he was getting into trouble and had no idea why “So this is what Gully must have felt like when he got into trouble.” he whispered to himself before putting his head on his knees. “I never asked you to get up early go back to bed if it makes you feel better the heavens only know that's what I'm going to do.” he growled back he really wasn't in the mood for this it was like he had woken up in some sick joke and had no clue what was going on.
“Like I said I don't need mother or you getting involved in my love life.” he stated before hearing the next part wondering why he would offer such a thing as it seemed like a burden to him, more so since the true reality he was the only thing that was forbidden to him “I think that kind of thing is taboo Gully mother and father will not approve.” he said knowing that to be the truth if they where anything like their real parents “As much as I would like to accept that offer no.” he said tears falling from his eyes as he began to cry silently as he denied himself what he wanted. |
"Ohe for the love of whatever is a god in the world. Liam, do you want this or not? I could care less what mother says any more and your being a brat about all of this and father is away on another one of his so called trips so do you want this or not? Cause if not I will go off and enjoy my day and not spend it with you being to snotty and whinny about it." he said though the door. This Gil was far different, and more to the point and demanding. "I will leave this offer to you if you take then is fine if not then this conversation never happened and we wont speak of it again." as he walked away from his bothers room. I am the manry-est of men! |
Lian looked to the door 'Of course I want this Gully, your love is the only love I ever wanted... I'm afraid that after a month that it'll be taken from me.' he thought to himself, after a long sigh he stood up unlocking his door opening it to watch Gil walk away “Can we keep it our secret Gully?” he asked moving out his room towards him. He noticed how more demanding his brother had gotten as he wasn't use to it it caught him both off guard and unable to anticipate how to handle him. He knew he should really get dressed but he ran behind Gil and hugged him close “I accept, even if the dream is fleeting” he said kissing into Gils neck happily.
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"Yes, fine if this is what you wish for then, we can do that." as he felt the other run and hug him, the soft kiss. Reaching up he petted Liam was going to play along with it all it was something the other wanted so it would happen even if it meant only for a short while then. Gil leaned in gave is bother a kiss, it was a deep one the kind that Liam wanted before but could never get then but could now. Moving back into Liam's room, Gil pressed his bother against the wall. "It seems, it will always be the same wish. . .here then, I will change rules a little, this will be our secret and we can have this little game of lovers then." he whispered moving shutting the door, going back to his bother kissing him again. "But I wanna be in you first then." he growled softly. I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam nodded “Yes I want that.” he said smiling, how he wanted it so much he had no idea that this was a plan set in motion by his brother. He pulled back as he was petted pouting a little as he was petted “Don't pet me Gully, I'm not one of the animals.” he said laughing a little cuddling him closely still. His eyes went wide as he was kissed deeply his cheeks pinking more than a little as he kissed back how he wanted this for so long and now it seemed like it was happening it would be gone in thirty days. Liam knew it was better to experience it for a short time and lose it than never have had it no matter how badly it hurt at the end. Liam moved with Gil while he was in his day dream and before he knew it he was back in his room “Same wish Gully?” he asked slightly at ill ease being pushed against the room wall. He was happy at the other wanted it to continue and nodded to it but the final bit surprised him he had never through about doing anything but cuddling, kissing and holding hands so that part made him blush deeply “Gully I-I don't know if I'm ready for that.” he said honestly
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"Oh now you don't want a such a thing but its something you do want." as he pulled away, "But whatever then it can be whatever you want, but if I don't get any thing more when I want it then we will not continue this at all." he said looking at his twin. I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam looked down a little as the other spoke “I-I've never really thought about a sexual relationship before Gully it's the truth.” the subject actually embarrassed him and it showed in the pinkness of his cheeks. “I-I do want this relationship Gully...” this new version of his brother made him nervous, it gave him what he wanted but only at the price of what it wanted, and there was just somethings he didn't believe he was ready for, at the same time he knew if he didn't give in he would lose the relationship he had wanted for so long. “I'll give you what you want, when you want it... please don't take this from me.” he said looking back to the other his arms going out to hug him close.
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"Humph I don't believe you, at times I don't even understand, you fawn over me as if you think I don't notice and this is how it is. If you want something think you wont go all the way with it then don't bring it up. I on the other hand, am different about it." he snapped at Liam, looked at him placing a hand under the others cheek. "So, I want it now, will you give it to me? Or should I go out and enjoy the day my self?" he asked him. I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam looked down at what the other said “Just because I like you doesn't mean I thought anything sexual.” he said his eyes closing, he felt so childish right now only wanting cuddles and kisses when his younger brother wanted something more. “I didn't bring that up Gully you did.” he snapped back looking to the other. Feeling his twin cup his cheek he moved into it wanting to feel the warmth. Hearing the other's demand caught him off guard so pulled away from his hand biting his lip, his eyes closing as he nodded, he wasn't ready for such a thing but he wanted to keep his brother and if this was the only way then he'd do it.
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"Hmmm well then your not ready, get dressed we have things to do I will be waiting down stairs. Look nice please. . ." as he walked out of his bothers room headed down the hall to the first floor a maid quickly made her way over to him chatted with him in the end she was shoved against the wall Gil grabbing her arm pulling it back as spoke harshly against her then toss her off. Taking a moment to her self she got up continued to follow Gil down the hall. "How do you feel about your wish Liam?" the voices whispered along the darkness that was about in the house. "This is what your bother has become if treated the same, he is spoiled and gets what he wants but he fears nothing and can me cruel and mean, are you sure you can handle this?" I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam looked to his brother glad that he agreed he wasn't ready for such a big step in a relationship. “Okay Gully.” he said listening to what the other wanted, watching as he left his room before closing the door. 'so strange, I gess this is role reversal in a way... we'll see when we see mother again I guess' he thought to himself as he went and grabbed a quick shower before heading to his wardrobe. Opening it he sighed trying to figure out what to wear, he didn't want anything to formal but at the same time he didn't want to look like he was going out for a jog. In the end he decided to wear a white Egyptian linen shirt and white linen cargo trousers he thought he looked casual smart and the other would have no problem with it but he also had no idea what the other had planned with him.
Hearing the voice he paused getting changed looking around at the darkness “It's difficult to get a grasp of as I have no idea how to handle Gully, but I'll learn.” he said smiling a little starting to get ready once more “Everyone has the potential to be cruel and mean it doesn't necessary come down to being spoiled” he replied closing his eyes he nodded after a second “I'm sure, I have Gully he isn't scared of me and loves me I think.” he stated tying his left shoe before heading downstairs to wait for his brother. |
Gil walked down the hall the maid stood next him her face was pink fidget around some. Wanting to say something but knew better against she didn't want Gil to get upset at her. Her body was use to all of this the late evening with in her young masters room and being yelled at and having things done to her self yet she never really minded as long as he was happy and that is what she wanted. Gil looked from the corner of his eye to her then moved his gazed to his bother who finally came down stairs. "Alright since most of our plan have been changed for the day." he said moving alway heading to the main door the maid follow close by talking with Gil as he spoke back to her. "Come on Liam we need things to do take care of soon." I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam looked to his brother as he spoke though remained quiet for the moment his eyes went to the maid wondering what was going on. He looked down to the ground realizing as he wasn't ready then Gil was likely getting what he needed elsewhere. 'Just because I'm not ready doesn't mean that I wouldn't do it Gully' he thought to himself as he let out a sigh “Okay Gully what do you have in mind.” he asked walking with him he was unsettled with how the other was but still he didn't regret what he had asked for. He was happy to see his brother not live in fear of being harmed. “Take care of? I didn't realize we had plans...” he said covering his mouth as he yawned before stretching.
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Gil smiled some looked at his brother. "We will not be looking for your partner since cause of our deal so we will go and find some new help for you since the last maid was yours that I ended up hurting." walking down the stairs to the limo maid Nanako opened the door bowed to them. "May you both have safe trip" she said to them, then as Gil leaned in whispered something to her she shook a little nodded as she watched Gil disappear into the limo. "After that, we will be looking at the school we will be going to then after that lunch and a little shopping later on." he said to Liam as he sat back in his seat. I am the manry-est of men! |
He tilted his head smiling nodding “We;; that's obvious though mother will eventually want me to go find a partner.” he stated though hearing the offer of a new maid he shook his head “I'm fine without thanks.” he might have been a brat but one thing he didn't approve of was people getting hurt and working in this house it seemed to be a daily occurrence, though he followed his brother down the stairs into the limo. “Thanks I think.” he stated seeming somewhat off in how own world as he entered the limo “School? Why can't we just be educated at home?” he asked sighing not really understanding what the point of going to a school when they could have the comfort of home around them, but then there was socializing and creating networks that would help them later in life. He just sighed nodding “Shopping seems okay.” he really wasn't thrilled about anything that was going on today but he tried to seem positive about it as he sat across from Gil, his eyes closing as he wanted to get some more rest.
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"Maybe you should have stayed at home. . . ." said Gil as he looked out the window feeling rather bored. "As you know better then I do, we will need to go to school and learn things we can't very well gain from home. But if you don't like today's plans why not go home and head back to bed. I have other things I need to tend to any how for this day." I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam opened an eye as he heard Gil's voice he knew this was going to turn into a lecture somehow about how it would needed in the future and lo and behold he was right in his assumption “I never said I knew better you jerk stop putting words in my mouth.” he said sitting up “People go their whole education at home and they grow to be successful but I can see where you're coming from.” he said sighing sitting back again knowing as it stood he was just getting on Gil's nerves as much as Gil was getting on his “If you have fucking things to do Gully why did you invite me out?” he tapped on the screen that divided them from the driver watching as it came down “Stop the limo I'm getting out.” he said waiting as the driver started to slow down not sure which he was suppose to listen to as he came to a halt. Liam got up and moved to the door opening it “Enjoy your day” he said stepping out walking away from the limo and straight towards an arcade at a leisurely pace.
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"May you also enjoy your say then Liam, maybe you should be home school then and I go to the school." as he shut the door yelled at he driver to move on. The golden eyed boy leaned back in his chair eyes close knowing this was just going to be another frustrating day as he was going to make sure it was going to get better when he got home, Nanako was going to be the one he would be doing that to. I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam listened sighed hearing what his brother said back at him, he didn't want to be home schooled to be perfectly honest, he just wanted a say on where he was going to go to school, like he had before the wish was put into place. Lost in his thought he changed direction and ended up heading to the park he closed his golden eyes wondering why he had wished this in the first place. 'Do I regret what I have done?' he asked himself in his mind as he sat down on a bench looking to the pond. “I love him so wanted him to be happy and have a normal life...” he replied to the question he asked. It didn't matter how late it would eventually get or how hungry he became he sat on the bench trying to gather his thoughts on everything.
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"What is wrong Liam??" came the voices from the shadow they had no real tone other then to just idle about. "Are you worried? Scared or in wonder of what has happened? Do you have something to ask you wish answered?" it asked the youth it was not there to make fun or do anything really other then to check on how Liam was doing it more or less something that needed to be done in case he was unhappy. I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam looked around as he heard the voice once more “How about you show yourself for a change I'm starting to think I need to book myself into the funny farm.” he stated looking up at the sky “All of the above I believe... I am unsure on how to take Gully.” he explained he had noticed just how hostile his brother had become and part of him was scared to anger him just in case he got hurt. “I think he's also screwing the made so the arrangement he made with me means nothing, but then that could be just because I'm not ready for a sexual commitment” he said sighing not moving from the bench though it began to rain lightly “But for all this hassle he is safe and happy, so I'm happy.”he stated
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"I would show my self to you if I had a forum, which I do not. I am nothing more a shadow of what I used to be. No, you are not crazy, if I could I would." the voice's said gently, the shadows moving now and then to show something was there. "This is very different then what you are used to, I understand, this is who he is if not suppressed like then. No he has not gotten very far with the maid, I will tell you that much he uses her as a show but will hardly touch her" the voice said. "It seems, the need is for you alone from the looks of it. But we will see you again then Liam, maybe you can find better way to talk with him." as the voice vanished. I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam just sat where he was listening not caring that the rain was getting heavier “Convenient.” he stated somewhat coldly, he had a horrible nights sleep and then with the rollercoaster he didn't mean to be but he was irritable “I'm sorry I didn't mean to snap. Lack of sleep and then surprises that just keep appearing haven't done anything for my mood.” he said honestly his eyes closing so wasn't able to see the shadows moving “Yes it is, but I'll learn to adapt it'll just take time and something is telling me that's something I don't have much of, Gully I thinks I'm strange I think.” he said opening his eyes as the rain became torrential his clothing sticking to his body but still he remained on the bench. “That is none of my business so really don't want to hear it.” he explained abruptly “Thank you for understanding that I need time to myself, I will talk to you soon I'm sure.” he said as the voice seemed to vanish. After a further thirty minutes he stood up deciding it was perhaps time to go home before he died of pneumonia.
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After a while one of the maids came running out with an umbrella over to Liam and bowed to him hold it over him as she placed a towel around him. "Young master how could you just be out here?! I thought you where with your bother in with the house. . . " she said filled with worry as she tried to get him dry as she could then ordered others to get him his bath ready and everything else and rushed Liam into his room getting the youth into the tub. Gil sat in his study yawning reading some books he seemed busy as if taking some kind of notes, as he heard the common out in the hall but not once looked up from what he was doing. "He did it to him self. . . I don't see why they are worrying, neh Nanako?" as he looked over to the maid who exposed her self to the young master, panting heavily and pink in the fast. "But then again, it wouldn't since he wont give in. . . . tch," as he gritted his teeth together. I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam watched as a maid came running out with an umbrella “Quite late for that now, I am already drenched it defeats the purpose now leave me alone.” he said walking away from the maid he was still somewhat trapped in his own thoughts shrugging off the towel “That's easy I was outside and it started raining after a while I decided to come home.” he said bluntly “No Gully and I had a disagreement so I went to have some time by myself.” he explained walking to the closest room and just fell on the bed not caring that the bedding was getting soaked he just wanted to be left alone for a while. He closed his eyes wanting to go to sleep but the cold rain had made him quite alert.
After a while he got up drying himself off before getting changed, he knew he should likely go take a shower or a bath but he wanted to apologise to his brother first and see if there was a way he could make it up to him so made his way to his brother's room. Once there he knocked on the door “Gully can I come in?” he asked waiting for a reply before he done anything else, but looked down hearing what seemed like soft panting through the door he knew he should come back later so turned around and began to slowly walk away. |
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