Yeah that is understandable. I haven't been able to post as much as I'd like to during the event. I don't know how long it's been going on, but I know it runs for about two weeks total. Has it been a week?

Hmm... I think so? I dunno. The force of awesome that's being emitted from this month's DIs gave me the dumb a couple days ago.

I know!!! D: I want a Rainbow Rave sooo bad.. I've only got 10 runes right now. Mizeria is holding 60 runes for me for 9k each month, but I only have 2.1k right now due to my lack of posting ;~; And I never got to get a Lord of Karmic Intervention last month, so that's probably an extra 500 aurum I have to pay for one.

9k? Her shop thread says 8k.

She sent me a PM asking if I could raise it to 9k, which I understand so I said yeah. It's an extra 1k and shouldn't be too hard.

I gotta go do dishes now, but I'll be back in a few hopefully.

I'll be here to chat some more when you return.

I guess I don't have to do them right this second. We've got company here all of a sudden and it feels really awkward because I hardly know them =/

I went downstairs to say hello and they didn't really seem that friendly.. unless they just thought I was weird for saying hello and were creeped out by my sudden greeting.

Now I am kinda afraid to show my face again =/ I think I will try to hide in my room so they don't see me.

Some people are just strange like that.

I feel like an intruder now, since it's not really my house. They are family members of my boyfriend's and I'm living with his parents until I can get on my feet, and they are visiting here. There is very little activity going on for work and there must be 100 applications for every job opening that becomes available around here. I just feel really bad because I WANT to be able to pay them for their generosity and move out as soon as I can, but I can't =(

I'm sorry for dumping all of this out on you. I am just anxious I guess, and a little uncomfortable with my situation. I feel like these family members that are visiting don't think very nicely of me since I don't have a job, or even my driver's license which I've been studying to get. I am scared to death of driving. I've had a lot of close calls in cars with other people and the most deaths that occur are from auto accidents..

*shrug* I don't mind. It's healthy to vent negativity like that. I have to leave now, though. I have to go make dinner. I'm making onion soup!

Onion soup? I have never heard of that.. lol

GINGER. / clings. ; A;

edit : if Ginger wants, I could give you some runes
and let you pay me back over time / later ?

Nightmare! :D I just need 10 runes to be able to get one of those Steampunk items. I will pay you back 1.5k after I gather the funds for Mizeria :3 I'll put an IOU in my siggy <3