Harlotbaby;; I'm talking about the one that JUST came out.

Its Orange. :3

Photobucket link a little cropped to avoid massive boobage

I'm glad you had someone in your life like that. No matter the amount of pain, if I could do it all over again and have the choice of meeting him or not? I'd meet him every time. One of my biggest regrets in his passing is that he didn't like himself very much and I don't think he ever really realized or believed how much he did for me and how much I needed him in my life. That he died hating himself, thinking he deserved, with the last person he saw being the guy who shot him. I'm glad that your guy knows.

Haha, you have good taste in men.

And not with my dad. He's a five year old and kinda cruel. He's never really been supportive or just blah. I'm not gonna get into that, it'll just make me dread tommorow more.

Lol, I don't see why. You're wonderful. :]

That requires meeting people and socializing and I don't know how to do that! People don't just come by and talk to me or anything like that. At least not anyone I want, I don't know if I'm being ungrateful here but the ones that have approached are all ... creepy... and just... -shudders-

Haha, I highly doubt any of this'll pan out but it'll be a fun day dream. :3

Battybby; There's a second one then? o.o

Bby? Theres like, four now. xD;

The original rehab, green tea rehab, cranberry rehab, something called protean, and the new new new orange one!

Huh.... well I'm so behind on that scene. I need to drink more energy drinks. I haven't even tried any of the new ones. xD; The last one I tried was the blue and I didn't like it so I just stuck with the green and especially the imports.

Awww </3

The Zero is my favorite. xD;
IT HAS NO CALORIESSSSSSS.

Beautiful tattoo;
<3

its the same for me.
I'd always make the same choices I've ever made with him.
And he knows. he'd be a fool if he didn't

I've been told that... but then well.. things always fall to hell. so it must be me. if the men are all good.

my dad is all i have... pretty much as far as family goes.

>////<
well thank you Hels.
I don't feel it... not at all

LOL
I don't meet people either...
my life isn;t very exciting.

Haha, I highly doubt any of this'll pan out but it'll be a fun day dream. :3

highly doubt what will pan out?

Batty; That's always a plus. I've been experimenting a lot with Red Bull recently too tho'.

Mizzie; Thank you. I drew it myself, that's my drawing that he sketched.

Si bueno. <3

d: Just because a man is good doesn't mean things can't go to hell. As well as I speak of Jon it wasn't like it was all rose tinted sunglasses. A lot of it was actually really painful.

At least you have that parent, very good for you. :]

I think the only place I'd be okay going out and meeting people is the bar. 'Cause I can pretend that I'm not completely socially inept. Just the guys that are there aren't always of the best crop, at least the ones that come up and talk to me.

Hell this one time this 45 year old guy sat down in front of me and started complementing me on my eyes and how beautiful they were and just creeeepy.

And the whole flying up there and such especially at the same time. xD

Euck! Red bull is teh nasty! xD;

But.. I like a few of the rockstars..

Really painful... yeah I know that...
so much pain came with so much good...
-sighs-

yeah I was lucky to have my dad...
my mother.. well lets not get on that.

I.. just don't... meet people
unless its forced by a friend.

Don't you worry, I got this.
What airport would you be flying out of?
I'm 95% positive I can get you up here.

Red bull works great with Jager tho'. lol

JAGER BOMBS, FOR THE WIN.

We all need to drink. xD;

-can't drink yet-

monster with jager is yummier <3

drinking... hmm...
yeah i could go for that right now.

Mizzie; Love things tend to be that nasty little two-sided coin.

Parents can be like that. -luffs- At least you have one good one.

Haha, same. I'm always the reluctant attendee to all social situations.

Haha DFW airport.

Batty; Hell yeah! Tho', I will say this. They're harder to drink at a bar. At home I just mix the two, at the bar it's an actual shot of jager dropped into a glass and you have to chug it.

Espy; Legal age never stopped me. xD

Zane; Excellent taste. <3

Eh. I don't like the taste of it anyways.

LOL
its less then 500 to get you out here

That's like a months rent!

Thats like half a paycheck for mizzy XD

its actually less then that...
its just over 400 right now
thats... like... omg manageable

Espy; Red bull or licorice?

Obbie; Well damn. o.o I'm jealous.

Mizzie; Wow. That's crazy, and still so much. xD

psh
i blow that on stupid shit all the time,
why not spend it on something that MEANS something
lol

xD Aaaw. Well that's sweet. <3 I mean something.

On a completely unrelated note; I AM SO FUCKING ITCHY. >.<!!! I swear I feel like I'm about to start peeling skin off.

Also unrelated; The Nanny is on TV. <3

@Hel: Alcohol. Never tried Red Bull. Actually, I don't like Monster and licorice either.

/rolls around thread/

Espy; Well that's a shame. But to each their own tastes. What drinks DO you like?

Zane; That just made me imagine my thread as a katamari level.

bwuahahaha katamari is awesome. and with all the rolling i do...i might as well be xD

Has a big enough head for it. xD;

I have both the first and second katamari. >3<

bout time you admit it :p

Year head is vaguely rectangular and rounded?

uuhhh sure we can go with that xD

>.< Damn it. It's gonna be a muscle seizure night.

D: that really sucks, would resting help any?

-snuggles Hels-

No, it's kinda uncontrollable. It's actually worse if I'm lying down. It's kinda normal for me tho', muscle seizures that is. They last anywhere from 10 minutes to about an hour. The only good thing is that it's not every day and every night. Only a few times in a couple of weeks unless it's a bad week for some reason. So far I haven't found anything that works to stop them, I used to fight them just clench up and not let it happen but that hurt a lot worse so now I just let myself have my fit and then try and sleep.

have you seen a doctor about them?

I have a leg specialist or whatever those doctors are called. In both of my feet my Achilles's muscles are only half formed, my feet are flat and my bones ares starting to separate in them, my ankles don't sit properly where they're supposed to so that they curve inwards and I essentially walk on the side of my feet (which means I'm not medically allowed to wear heels because they could snap my ankles). I also have a muscle issue where my muscles grow completely attached to my bones instead of gliding on top of it, I used to have meds for that when it first sprung up really bad but since I've stopped doing sports or moving around at all they took me off the meds.

OwO wow hell... you seem to have a lot wrong with you... kind of makes me feel better about myself~

That...sounds...really painful >__<