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He looked over to the other watching him leave as he headed into the house then slowly came out of the limo looked at the house. He thought about just running away and not coming back maybe then they would be happy and maybe then Liam would be a little more into finding someone fit for him. But he pushed the thought away and head up the stairs walking slowly. Soon as he came through the door he was slap across the face he looked up to see it was his mother. "What have you done? And why are you dress like that?" she asked him crossing her arms. "Do you intend to make him unhappy on his birthday? What is the matter with you?" she yelled at him. Gil placed a hand to face as he held back tears trying not to cry. "I didn't do anything. . . .really, and I thought I could look nice maybe for today?" he answered the women that was before him as she asked him more questions. "I didn't think anything was wrong with me. . .mother." as he looked down. "Ugh get out of sight and go to your room and change out of his clothing. . . .you wont have a meal tonight or lunch just stay in your room and don't come out till the morning." she said as she walked away heading up the stairs to check on Liam. Gil looked on seeing how everyone went back to what they where doing seeing how he was something away from everyone's mind he slowly climb up the stairs to head to his room once he was there he changed into the clothing he would wear it was normal things or hand me downs. Shutting the door he turned on the lamp pulled a book of the make shift as he started to read it. It was fairy tale those where the only books he owned cause it was what made him dream happy dreams cause they all could have happy ending unlike him no matter how much he tired. I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam was unaware with what had happened downstairs he was pissed off and it showed from the crashing sounds that came from his room as he destroyed it. "How dare he!" he yelled "I was trying to be nice... but no!" he yelled another crash heard as he flipped his antique table the Tiffany vase on it crashing to the ground smashing. he moved to his room which was the only things still perfect in the chaos of his room.
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Waling over to Liam's door she knocked on it quietly. "Liam dear, it's me your mother, are you alright? Lunch time is almost here we have your favorite ready for you." she said to him. "Liam dear please keep calm, throwing things around will not make it better my love." I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam remained where he was on his bed his eyes closing as he heard his mother's voice. "No I'm not all right, I tried to show him kindness and..." he trailed off knowing that the one thing he truly wanted from his brother was forbidden to him "even some brotherly love and he threw it back in my face." he growled "It might not but it makes me feel better, it was either my belongings or him and as much as I hate him I don't want to kill him." he said back, he wasn't about to say he didn't want to mark his doll or things might get bad for them both.
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"I see, I am sorry he did that, but he was sent to his room and is not allowed out so please come out and lets have lunch together my dear." she asked him once more. "I know it will make you feel a little better and you will enjoy it I know you will so please?" I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam shook his head as if she could see it "No I want to be left alone today, please." he said fluming back on his bed. In honesty he just wanted to go back asleep and pretend his birthday never happened he wanted to know why Gil seemed to have so much pull over his emotions though he wasn't deserving of the power, in his kinder moods if Gil wanted the world he would happily give it to him but it seemed like when he was in that kind of mood he was also more sensitive to rejection and would switch back to being an asshole because of it.
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His mother nodded some. "Alright dear, if you get hungry just ring the bell and the maids will bring you your meal." she said as she walked away headed down stairs looked back to his door and sighed some. -- Gil leaned against the wall as he read the book getting lost in the story he looked over the edge looked around his small closet like room with the books and small things he made to make it more like he was wanted some how but knew it truth his mother and father never liked him cause of how the family was. Twin children where frowned upon cause when it came to who would have what they would fight over it in the end. He knew this, it would rip the land in two which has happened before in there family with the last sets of twins. So in the end when they where both born only one of them was allowed to live happy while the other was tucked away. He happened to be the one who was tucked away. He was not home school, he went to the lowest of the schools was treated like he was never meant to be born. In the end he learn to roll with the punches and just moved on living the life he lived. He was raised differently he had no idea how to act in school or even around his own family, he was emotionally broken and scared of everything even though he tires he could never do anything right but in the end he always tired but in the end he was just scared of everyone. Not long after his room door was opened as it was one of the maids with a stack of papers and books and drop them on the floor, shut the door quickly locking it. Getting up from the corner of his room he walked across the small room headed into the bathroom opened the window some which was bar off only gave little light. As he headed back into the main part of his room sat back on his make shift bed started to look at the work he had to do. I am the manry-est of men! |
After a while Liam calmed down and moved out of his bed believing that he would give Gil a chance to make up for his failings. Going to the wardrobe he picked up another box before exiting his room placing it in a room near Gil's closet like room a smile on his face with what he had planned "If you will not love me like I love you then I will make sure you will never look at another in that way." he growled to himself making his way to Gil's room.
Unlocking and opening Gil's door he looked around the room wondering how anyone could sleep in such cramped quarters "Wasn't my clothing good enough for you?" he asked his voice clearly hurt on the matter "No matter come with me." his voice was gentle as he walked out of the room towards the guest room he was borrowing for what he had planned, he knew it would be risky with the parents still in the house but somehow that made it all the more exciting for him. |
The lighter eyed book looked out from where he sat on the floor with notes books all over he was little scared to see the door open and his bother before him. "Mother told. . .me to change. . ." again he was in the wrong for following what he was told to. "I have homework, and mother said I was not allowed to leave. . ." he said not moving from his place but he knew if he didn't go he would be in more trouble but if he left and his mother found him not in his room he would be in more trouble still. So in the end he slowly got up, following his twin down the hall looking around as he held his arm then his gaze moved to floor as he stopped not to close to his bother. I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam moved into the room allowing the other to follow him he knew no matter what Gil was up shit creek without a paddle but at least his needs where getting for filled "I will give them a reason you where not in your room don't worry." he said smiling as he walked to the bed and sat down. "Are you wanting to have a happy birthday?" he asked the other, it wasn't a trick question he just wanted to know if the other did want to enjoy the day.
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"I-I would. . ." he said to him as he stood the in room nodded some as his bother said he would take care of the reason why he was not in his room to there parents. He stood in place and watched his bother sit on the bed as he stayed in place. I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam rolled his eyes looking to the other "Will you loosen up please" he said looking to the box be brought with him a grin on his face as what was inside it would be used later and he'd make sure of it "Gil what do you think of me?" he asked the other curious on what the reply was as he moved over to him his eyes gentle like they where before the whole fiasco inside the limo.
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"You are my bother, so I care about you. . .but. . .I also fear you." he said looking down when being told to lighten up he had no idea what that even meant. "I'm sorry I will try and lighten up. . ." he was afraid of what he was going to say was going to make his twin upset again. I am the manry-est of men! |
Moving up to the other he leaned in and kissed him quite passionately for a minute his arms moving around his brother's waste how he enjoyed the taste of his brother's lips eventually he pulled back a loving gaze filled his eyes "I don't want you to be scared of me,I want to love me like how I love you." his voice was quiet more gentle than it had ever been before as he leaned in and kissed at his neck again like he had done in the car.
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Pinking some, he gave a quiet sound as if it was moan, he felt a little odd at time he could never tell how he was to feel in moments like this it was just so different and it felt nice but all he could do was wiggle against his bother getting butterflies in his tummy, hot and bothered after all of it. "Liam wha. . ." as he shook a feeling running up his spine it was all so new from the other times when it came to playing with his bother. I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam looked at him with a smile his eyes soft as he moved back to the bed he was glad to hear the light sounding moan that came from his brother's lips "Beside you is a present, I hope you like it." he say laying back on the bed looking to the ceiling he didn't understand why the love he held for his brother was the one thing he was denied in life and he wasn't going to be stupid enough to ask either. Inside the box would be a wonderfully tailored outfit for him, a plushie and a few books that he knew the other was wanting.
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He moved over to the box as he sat on the edge of the bed opened the box looked in side of it to see the books, plush and clothing. Slowly he reached in to touch the book as he tilted his head to the side then looked back to his brother. "Thank you, very much Liam." I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam shrugged a little "Like I said I love you I don't want you to fear me." he pushed up to be on his elbows looking at the other "There is a chain with a pendant on it in there with my name on it, it's made with our birthstone, and I have one with your name on it we are able to put them together." it was clear the other took care when designing these just by how much detail was used on it.
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Gil nodded some looked at it, but it was hard for someone to love another when all they did was fear the people they are to love, was the thought that ran across his mind. "Its very pretty Liam, I like how it looks." he said looking back to his bother. I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam just fell back on the bed "Why don't you get changed then into the new clothes?" he asked the other knowing that the other would likely never love him in return but he at least wanted to try "Until further notice this is your room this is my birthday present to you." with that he stood up walking to his own room to start cleaning it up
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"But. . . I can't stay here in here all my stuff is in my room. And I have homework. . ." he said starting to figit some it was new for him and he was used to the small place he lived in for so long it was wonder how he even lived that long. I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam stopped hearing the other's complaints his eyes closing "Fine stay in your small pathetic little room, it seems as if my gift isn't good enough for you." his voice was cold and obviously angry at being refused a second time in the same day "Do whatever you fucking wish, it doesn't matter to me anymore." he growled storming into his own room and slamming his door again.
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Again he had made his bother upset again as he got off the big bed and took the box with him in hope his mother ot father wont find him he sighed some walked down the hall to his room made his way back opened the door entered into his room as he placed the box on another shelf and laid on his make shift bed and curled up as he slowly started to cry some as he just wanted to know what he was doing being there still and having to deal with all of this it made his so sad and slightly sick knowing he was nothing more then problem in life he just wanted to leave. I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam remained in his room any time anyone entered they got something thrown at them followed by "get the fuck out of my room, you come back and I'm going to make you regret it!" he meant it too as one maid found out coming back a second time just to have her long raven hair cut short and being flung out of his room harshly her hair following her before his door slamming again and locking he really was in a foul mood.
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Upon hearing that Liam was again even in worse mood his mother walked down the hall quickly unlocking the door and pulling Gilbert out by his hair as she growled at him. The child winced but didn't fight back it hurt but he knew better then to fight back since it would end with him getting beaten more. Getting to another room with in the home she dragged him all the way there. Shut the door behind them both looked at the boy before her. "What have you done? All you do is hurt your bother cause you don't know any better. . . .why do you throw everything back in face?!" she yelled him as she took a whip off the wall started to whip him. Gil cried and curled up trying to defend him self from his mother. "I-I wasn't mother. . . .please understand I never try to do things like that. . . but whatever I do it seems to make everyone mad no matter what I do. . . " he cried as he was being whipped by her feeling his skin break open in parts where she was hitting him more as he started to bleed. "What did you do this time!" she yelled at him. But he didn't answer knowing she wouldn't like it so he kept quiet and that only made her more upset as she whipped him more after a while she threw it to the side seeing him shake and cry. "You worthless little brat. . . " as she walked out of the room locking. "You will stay here for now I don't care what you need to do in your room your staying there. . ." as she walked away from the door. She headed down the hall passed her sons room looked at him then walked on heading into her room as she started to clean up getting the blood marking off her face and arms changed her clothing into her evening meal wear since it was almost dinner time. Gil on the other hand after some time passed he shook his body in pain as he cried on the floor looking at the light that came from under the door his pale eyes stinging a little but then just didn't understand why and how and how come he was so different but then he knew it was cause of the land they lived in and how it worked. Slowly he dragged him self away to the corner slowly helped him self up feeling the blood against his body dry it was so painful to move he didn't know what he was going to do any more. But he knew all he could do was die sooner or run away he didn't know what he could do any more he was scared and everything he did was wrong, no matter how hard he tried. I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam came out of his room after several hours leaving his room door wide open he had managed to calm down but his room looked like it had been hit by a hurricane as everything including his bed and other furnishings where all destroyed through his rage but he was glad everything was insured as he was very prone to destroying his belongings.
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Walking out of her closet she looked Liam, "Oh sweetheart, Gil. . .I sent him away to stay in the darkroom for the night since you took out all your anger on a maid by cutting her hair." she said to him she was kind mother but also stood her ground as much as he loved her son she was not going to be pushed around by him also, so whatever she picks to do with Gil will be followed. "Why are you looking for him? Dinner is almost ready my dear." looking at him. I am the manry-est of men! |
"I did warn her not to come into my room so it was her own fault." he explained knowing he couldn't be held to fault on that one as normally everyone left him alone when he was in that kind of mood but coming in twice was just suicide. "Okay I'll go get him." he explained turning to go get his twin he loved his mother but when he was calm like this he never really did like seeing his twin in that room.
"I was intending to make out with him." he said without even thinking his hand going to his head "Please don't be mad, I know you and father don't deny me anything but that is the one thing I want..." it wasn't exactly like he got out much so took what became the apple of his eye which happened to be gil |
"Oh lord not this again? Really Liam? Does it have to be him? You could have any one in the world and land and you still want him?" she asked walking out of the room. "Ugh dear he is to stay in the room but if you want him out then fine I will be in the dinning room waiting on you and since your father is going to away for a very long time mind what I say to you. I am the manry-est of men! |
"Yes really mother, I am cooped up in this house twenty four seven, I never interact with anyone but you, father, the servants and Gilly... I like gilly," he he said huffing a little, he wanted to go see gil but his mother's word was law so followed her to the dining table perhaps he would find a way to get some food to gil in a bit but for the moment he would obey his mother's wishes.
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"Well, as you know you are allowed to leave and do what you will as long as you are not crazy about it my dear." as she sat down at the table waited for Liam once he sat down the maids started to serve the meal of the two would bow and walk away. "So did you want anything for your birthday this year before it ends?" she asked him. I am the manry-est of men! |
"Father doesn't allow me to leave he says the world is to dangerous." he said sighing sitting at his normal seat, watching as the maids served them their food. picking up a fork he played with his vegetables "I want gilly to me treated better." he said bluntly to the question.
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". . .I see, as you know it can't happen that way, he will be better treated later in life just now it can't be that way. . ." she said to him as she took a bite of her meal. "In away you don't have you worry about what your father says, so if you want to go out then go out and do what you like if you can make friends." this was something she wanted that is why her husband, "Went a long trip". I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam just pushed his meal forward "I'm not hungry, and if gilly isn't being treated like me, then I want to be treated like him." he said walking off it was as simple as that as far as he was concerned. going to the dark room he opened the door and walked in sitting down next to his brother "I want us to be the same so we can love each other, if they can't bring you to my level I will come to yours." he said with a smile.
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Gil looked at him moved away. "No. . ." was all he said. "I can't do this any more. . . .it hurts. Your moods and mother always wanting better for you. She wont do it I know she wont. . . .cause it law of our family. The next head can't be twins that is why we have to treated differently so they wont have another war like that last right after birth it ended. . . you scare me she scares me. . . .I can never do anything right. . .life hurts. . .your all so mean. . .your nice at first when I do something you don't like or I say something wrong you get mad. I can't do anything to you happy. . . " as he moved away limping back to the door. I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam looked to him blinking as he ranted "you got everything out?" he seemed almost clueless asto what was going on as he watched the other limp away "Do you really think I care about family law? If it means I can be stable with you I would give everything away" he stood and walked to him "I've had bags packed for a year now and a little bungalow where we could live away from them if you wanted to go." he explained
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"Do you not understand I live out of fear of you! And everyone around me!" he yelled at him. "I seem okay to the out side world able to smile and laugh while at school saying how some I look so bad but I will make something up people tell me to be more careful. . . .I should know better. But everyone in the world scares me, everyone!" as leaned against the door frame. "I don't wanna be scared. . . .or try to please people. . . .I don't even care about living!" he said to him. I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam looked to him and nodded sighing a little he knew he hadn't helped the matter but then how could he be fully blamed after all since he was raised this way. "Whatever you want Gilly." he said moving to where his brother was and leaned in kissing him lovingly before moving to his room "Come see me if you want gilly." as he moved to his room he just flopped on the remains of his room "If a wish of mine could be granted on the day of our births I would wish we where the same and always had been for better of for worse." his voice was low his eyes closed, it was the first selfless thing he had ever said but he hated how they where separated and he knew it wasn't the case in other families.
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He wondered down the hall making it back to his room he laid down sighed some curled wished something well would happen something not like this any more. I am the manry-est of men! |
Liam curled up on the remains of his bed this was the worst birthday of his life, he just wanted to go back to the days where they where the same "I want that more than anything Gilly, we where so much happier and I know I have been a bastard but I love you and want us to be happy together." he never believed in a family curse and he wasn't about to start now.
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