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"That is why I hate you. . . ." as he place the dish down it was empty. "Thanks again for the mean." the sliver white haired boy walked back into his room shut the door looked at the photo that sat on his desk. It was his father and mother him as a infant they seemed so happy then as he got older the women was gone his father hardly spoke to him it made him wonder then one day he was sent away to private schools never seeing his home or family. I am the manry-est of men! |
Fen looked to him confused, he really didn't understand "You hate me because I am family orientated?" he asked with a confused tone "It is just the way my nation are, we are very family orientated" he say quietly looking to his food, he no longer felt hungry but continued to eat anyway for his own healths sake
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Walking over to his bed he fell on to stared into the wall blinking some he was always along he felt insulted they paired him with such a person. It was just an unhappy feeling and it made him bitter. I am the manry-est of men! |
Feng smiled a little and began to sing happily practicing his vocals as he normally did at this time in the evening he just hoped that he didn't upset the other any more than he had already by doing such a thing. He sang suteki da ne in perfect harmony as if he was singing to music but there was none to be heard
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He took a pillow placed it over his head trying to drown out the sound it didn't seem so fair to him. That someone could be that happy and content when someone like him or other children where able to have that kind of happiness can't really have it. I am the manry-est of men! |
Feng continued singing the tune played in his head as he did so, he was happiest when he was like this, moving around his room in graceful movements completely at peace and harmony he didn't know the other could hear him but this mattered not to him at the moment, if the other never brought it to his attention then how was he to know that he was loud.
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After a long while he just fell asleep listening to the sound of the other it made him feel okay for that short while as he was in his world of sleep. In another dreamless world where he could never think of anything or wish to dream of anything, to have a dream of a family he didn't have any more. I am the manry-est of men! |
He just continued to singe one song after another until he started to feel tired and so went to his room and changed into a basic white mandarin suit and let his hair down, as soon as he did he looked like a girl the way it framed his face but then it was a side no one seen as he kept his hair neat and tied back when he was out in the public eye. eventually he climbed into bed and fell asleep without any fuss
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His dreams are filled with nothing more then black and being alone in many ways he hated how life just went for him. His eyes snapping open he laid in darkness realized he hand fallen sleep in his clothing something he rarely did getting up seeing it was close to sun rise he deiced he would go and take a bath get ready for the day. I am the manry-est of men! |
Feng was already awake, he had been for hours but then where he was raised work always started early so this was nothing new to him. He was wearing a black mandarin suit with red blossoms on part of the top. He had decided that he should start cooking their breakfast humming quietly to himself as he didn't want to disturb the other. Seeing the other coming out of his room he stopped for a second and smiled "Breakfast will do done soon, good morning" he say happily
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"Yes. . . ." as he walked into his room to get ready he got ready wearing color of white it was all he really wore other then black or some red but he mixed it about an outfit of white black he looked very moncrome in away but he paid it no mind walked out sat in the living area looked out the window. I am the manry-est of men! |
Feng continued to cook his head bobbing contently as he played a tune through his head, he thought singing might offend the other since he seemed so touchy about his demenor yesterday, looking up from what he was doing he studied the other for a short time "I had no idea what you wanted, so I made you a fry up" he say starting to dish up the food for the other, he himself had already eaten
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"Thank you. . ." he didn't say much really he ate the food bowed his head went into his room to finish getting ready. He just couldn't bring him self to talk with the other and he just couldn't stand being with him and is happy mood. It still bothered him I am the manry-est of men! |
With a smile he returned the bow "I'm glad I can be of some use at least" he stated contently, he knew that many of the people in the school wouldn't be able to cook so at least he had that going for him. Turning to wash the things that he had used before cleaning up the side. Looking back he noticed the other had already eaten and left so took the plate and began to wash it
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Once getting finished in getting ready he looked over to his book picking up a few then placing the rest into his bag. Opening is door leaving his room he headed out the main door waited out side for the other. He remember something along the lines of "We have a few classes together." I am the manry-est of men! |
Feng smiled "I still have seventy two hours, I am unaccustomed to this place and also have to find a job, as you are my roommate you have been given the same liberty of time out of classes" he sated placing the plate away and heading into his room having no idea what to do first or how long it could be before he may even find a job
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Once getting finished in getting ready he looked over to his book picking up a few then placing the rest into his bag. Opening is door leaving his room he headed out the main door waited out side for the other. He remember something along the lines of "We have a few classes together." Softly sighing he waited outside for the other taking in mental note of everything then looking to the side to see the light flake of snow falling down. It may be the start of a the new month February but it always seemed to snow at that start of the year it always made him wonder I am the manry-est of men! |
Feng ran to the window seeing the snow a bright smile crossed his face, it was a wonderful sight to him, as he didn't see it all that often "This is a good sign" he stated happily getting his book bag and running out of the room "Did you see it's snowing?" he say with the Hyperactive tone of a five year old on christmas day.
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"Huh yes. . .it always snows this time of year. . . .you might want to get a coat on if you want to go out and look for job and see the area. . ." he said walking to the railing looking over to watch the snow fall then melt away as it hits the ground. I am the manry-est of men! |
He looked to himself and smiled "I am wearing a coat" he stated walking forward towards the exit of the school saying good morning to people as they passed "Wonderful, purifying snow" he say as he watched the snow falling down
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Hideki followed behind not saying much other then keeping to him self sighing some looking to all the people that the other would greet they seemed a little lost but happy at the time when said hello to. He on the other hand kept to him self. I am the manry-est of men! |
looked to him and smiled "Do you like snow? I love it" he stated moving his hands out yto catch a snow flake as it fell his eyes lighting up innocently
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"I'm okay with it. . . .I was told it was snowing when I born so I have nothing against it. . ." as he looked on watched the other then looked down at the ground walking on still. I am the manry-est of men! |
"It was raining when I was born" he state watching the snow more before running after the other "What do your parents do for a living?" he asked his voice showed it was general curiosity nothing more
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"My father travels the world, my mother owns a shop back home. . .that is all I know." he said not looking on to everything. It was rather hard for him to know of his family since he didn't know them very well. I am the manry-est of men! |
"My mother is a herbalist and my father works in our villages rice field" he say walking off the school grounds "We need to work very hard to achieve anything, but we try and are content with what little we have" he say looking at the snow filled sky
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"That's wonderful so nice to know. . . ." as he continued to walk on looking over to the book store wondered over to it looking into the window to see if anything he liked was going to be out soon. I am the manry-est of men! |
followed him since he seemed to know where he was going but noticed a cafe where their were people wearing costumes and smiled walking over he peered inside "This looks like a fun place to work" he say with a smile "or at least I could make sweets for it" he say walking into the cafe and handing in a resume, the owner saying he would email him by the end of the day after spending twenty minutes talking to the owner
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Hideki stood for moment before going to the door disappearing into the book store. In away this was only place he ever felt okay at no one would talk to him or bother him hell even the shop owner never really said much to him. I am the manry-est of men! |
went to the book store and smiled walking to the assistant he dropped in a resume before going to have a look at some books. The place was quiet yet cheerful and that was fine for him after about five minutes he went back to the woman with a book on cookery and paid for it, it was to help him learn more western cooking.
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Hideki stood in the back of the book store looking at book getting a few that he wanted he walked over to keeper placed the books down to pay for them. He looked off to the side looked out the window as he was getting his tally for the amount he would need to pay to get the books. Once paying he would gather everything up head out of the small shop. I am the manry-est of men! |
smiled to the woman and waved goodbye before following the other out of the store "Why do you always seem grouchy? Would it kill you to be happy?" he asked catching up, he trully didn't understand how someone who had everything would be misrable
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"Do you have always prod a person for answers? Not everyone can be like you, or happy like you, or cook, or have family, or anything else like you did. Yeah you worked to get here wonderful for you. But I don't have to be happy if I don't have the reason to be. . . ." he said walking on. "That over there is clothing shop, if you need anything you but. to the right is the market where you can buy food goods. others are places for other needs. The black building don't go to it's off limits to everyone here." he said walking on. I am the manry-est of men! |
looked to him and tilted his head "You are miserable because you are lonely?" he asked stopping to look at where everything had been pointed "Everything here is so expensive I doubt I will be buying anything" he say with a nervous laugh his eyes going to the black building wondering why it was off limits "I'll be your friend and you won't be alone and I can teach you how to cook" he say contently before running after the other again
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It's fine. . . .I don't need you nor anyone else. I have been like this since I was small so it is alright." he said walking still. "Down that way is the beach it's nice I guess in the summer I never go. That way over there is park nice place to do homework or read." he felt in his own way it was fine he was alone. His family did he had no one the servants wouldn't even befriend him so he lived a quiet lonely life where is father worked so much he never knew him like he should have. I am the manry-est of men! |
Feng moved heside him and higged him for a moment as he stopped to point out new area's "See this is what a hug feels like" he say grinning "No one should ever be alone ALL the time that makes a sad lonely person" he say letting go "Your father has no idea what a treasure he has... he;s silly" he say with a bright grin.
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Hideki pulled away from getting angry again. "Don't you know people have space?! I have space you can't come into it and just hug me! Cause you got a wonderful home life doesn't mean you have to share it with me or try to make me feel welcome or wanted. My father is a busy person so if I never see him it's fine. I'm used to it, I don't care if I am lonely! That is how it has been from start. I'll be lonely even when I am old so guess what my father doesn't know I exstice so him not knowing what treasure he has is an empty saying!" as he looked at him the continued to walk on. I am the manry-est of men! |
Feng looked to him and tilted his head "My parents are busy people and so are my sisters, but we still see each other" he stated as the other pulled back from him "Well then you are doomed to die alone. You are selfish and so is your father as it is family and love that are the true currancy of the world without it you are nothing" he stated looking to the other
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"I know what my fate is. . . .from they day I was born I knew. . .so don't talk to me like I don't know." as he stopped walking. "Cause a girl in one of classes told on the first day I came here when I was small it was meant for me to be like that. So I never bothered to make friends nor cared for it. So you telling me this is nothing new. If I am so it's true. If you don't like it then don't talk me like everyone else." as he started to walk again. I am the manry-est of men! |
He ran after the other and almost rugby tackled him to the floor "That girl has no idea what the hell she is talking about, stop being content with your life and try and make it better. That;s why we are in school right" he say holding the other tightly not caring how it looked
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