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Might just go to bed.
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talk to me later on skype when you can get back online, sweetie.
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Actually, I probably wont be talking to many people for a while. Thinking about stopping this whole webtoon thing too, since it's so selfish. I'm not even really that good lol.
+reality sunk in+ Back to lurking I guess, if I don't feel better tomorrow. |
Oh c'mon, meiz. I love your webtoon.
I know that one comment can really put you down, but everyone was really excited and happy about it. > u < aren't you happy that you'll make me love shounen ai again? it's kind of a good thing since I can rp with others who only RP yaoi. o3o |
>.<
Ma face has been poked |
*pokity poke poke's hyjin's nose*
> U < |
It's not about what people think of the webtoon. This is sparked because I have barely a presence for my dad anymore. I can't share anything that makes me happy with anyone, because it's stupid to "normal" people. I'm just tired. I want to give up trying to do/be things I want to be, just because I want to be happy. I mean, as long as I'm not dead, nobody's going to give a shit.
Tomorrow, everything will be like usual. |
so does that mean you're going to stop doing the webtoon?
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I don't want to. It makes me happy. But I don't know what they want me to do.
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Don't let it get through you then. Do what you want to do, something that makes you happy. You're not stepping on any people, they just disapprove of it.
I know what you feel because that's what I'm going through right now. |
i made myself a new avi
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Nevermind, I'm sorry for all this.
I'll be alright tomorrow, and if not, maybe the next day. I'll just keep trying to sleep it off. |
That part, I didn't know, meiz. I'm really sorry...but as you've mentioned, I won't say anything comforting or considerate since you've mentioned it's unecessary.
But a just a question:: Your happiness to them doesn't matter? I mean, that's good for you. They want you to be normal which I know you won't like for yourself, and if you're gunna do that... you'll cheer them up? So basically, you're gunna sacrifice your happiness just so your dad can "accept" you? I don't wanna say this, but your dad's being an ass to you. |
I made him sound really bad. He's not. He's a very good guy, and in fact, I shouldn't complain at all since he breaks his ass at work every day for us. So, lets just forget about this. ^^;
He doesn't do any of that intentionally, I don't think. I think he honestly just doesn't notice me. Nothing I do can really get him to. I think I'm just not used to being happy, so I figure I need to be punished in some way to make up for it. If nobody else does it, I do it myself, like this. |
and your self-pity kicks in, meiz. I know your dad is not a bad guy, I did say though that he's being an ass to you for just "tolerating" you
is that because the way your are? = n = Everyone deserves to be happy, meiz. That's cliche, but it's true. |
Self-pity? I don't want to be pitied, so why would I pity myself? Sorry, if I came off like that, I wont drag this out. I just needed to rant a little somewhere, and Kai's been busy, so I couldn't go to him this time.
I won't make a habit of it, lol. You know I usually lurk instead. |
Dude, that so sounds like self pity xD and you're in denial.
//pets pets but okay, since you don't want to drag it out, let's just stop. All I wish for you is to feel better. YOU'RE A MAN. |
*climbs into box*
o.o |
*kicks the box again*
Nice new avi btw. |
Ah, maybe I am pitying myself. That's disgusting.
I'm going. |
Get back when you can, meiz.
*waves bye bye* |
*tips box over and climbs back in*
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okay, so I might get a part time job. xD
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whoot that is good yes?
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well, yes it is. xD
I got a full time job in the evenings, then a part time job in the mornings. Added money! :'D |
I spot a lurking Umaeril <3
*clings* |
o3o I can't wait to get home
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Ama <3! *latches self onto her*
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Lauv! <3 /latches onto in return/
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D: I wore a bra that's two cups smaller. This hurts.
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That's not healthy, either! D:
Imma get my things together to go to lunch. :P |
Owie Lauv....why did you do that? o_O
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I don't know ;3; maybe because my other bras that's just my size are all in the dirty clothes hamper.
I just took it off now. T_T |
Better to go without than to be bound too tightly I think? Beats me! Personally I need to wear one. And I like them pretty.
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I like to wear one myself. I like pretty bras. xD I buy like, a lot of it. Even if I'm just C cups xD
Anyways, what are the items that you like, Uma~ the new monthlies are out <3 |
I know I know, omg, I have to reboot my brain! I keep wanting to go and look at them and then I get distracted by my cats. One of them is spazzing out. He's shaking his head like he's throwing off a demon.
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XD omg, that's so cute. I dunno if him spazzing out is cute or something troublesome. However, these items can wait xD
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Haha, it's cute. I sprayed some anti stress spray and he calmed down. He gets a little stir crazy because he is an indoor cat. Wow I love the new items!! I have to get inspired but I think it will be easy!
I have to work, I think I will have to bbl. Hours before me yet. *sighs* |
Ohh~ anti-stress spray. Where can I even get one for myself. > u <
yes yes, they are so pretty~ I'm thinking of buying two of each. |
*parades around thread with box on my head*
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