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I have the animatrix too, Watched it as well.
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Mmmmhmm. I watched em all ^^; I watched the original Enter the Matrix more than the others though.
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enter the matrix?? o3o
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The first one? Or wait... nevermind. It was just called The Matrix. Enter the Matrix was the game ^^;
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yeah, you silly xD
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it was a sciencey pedo joke, did you read the caption underneath?
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Hey there Lauv, how goes it? :)
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Umaeril~!! *clings*
It's the first day at work for me... ;3; how about you? |
*kick this up a notch and gives love to it* <3
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I really wish whatever was wrong with the diary thread would be done so I could have somewhere to let things out.
Kai is already tired of hearing my shit. He doesn't want to hear it anymore. I hate pretending and shutting out what's going on. I can't go bitching to one or specific people. It's better to rant it in a general place where people can look or not look if they want to. That way I'm not pissing anyone off or ruining anyone's fucking day. Sorry. Got nowhere else to put this. Probably going to irk everyone in this thread by being a general downer. But you guys can ignore me. You have that freedom. Ignore away. |
Dude, post away.
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I pretty much feel like the "chick" whose boyfriend is addicted to games and neglects everything for it.
He makes it into a big joke. I don't give a shit if he plays it. I mean I love GW2, I'd be a pretty huge bitch if I told him to drop his completely. But he spends 99% of his free time - which is SEVERAL HOURS - on AC3 multiplayer. He lies and says he's there when I'm actually being ignored... FOR A GAME. What the fuck. I was okay for a while, but this is a bit much. He starts this serious conversation asking me to talk to him more about things, because "you or I could die tomorrow". So I told him I'm pretty sure he doesn't think like that at any time, because if he does, I highly doubt he loves me as much as he says. He tells me oh he does, but then tells me "I don't have much time" because he wants to play his multiplayer. After he asks me to get online. Asking me to get online and then leaving to play his multiplayer. I hardly speak to him anymore, and when I do, it's followed by hours of silence because he's on, guess what, the multiplayer. He plays it so much in access that he's gotten demotivated for everything. It was insulting to hear because before, he was all "I love you so much" and saying he wanted to get out of there when he turns 21 ( which is not that far away ). But now he's saying he needs me to do more to motivate him and he needs me motivated more. The fuck is that. I butted heads with his mother. LEGALLY. I got my WHOLE FAMILY involved. How is that not enough motivation from my end? But I told him the amount of time he plays that game has him mindless; he complains about not having ideas, and that's because he is always allllways on that game. And I told him he is not the only person this hurts. But it doesn't even look like he cares at all. I tried to change it into a situation he'd get, by replacing the game with a girl. And he laughed in my face. So I told him whenever the fuck he feels like understanding, he'd tell me and I signed off. I never wanted to turn into the jerk who hates that his boyfriend plays games, but the amount of fucking time he spends with it verses the teeny bits every couple hours he spends with me digs deep. I can't just ignore that. He treats me as if I'm the outdated toy on a shelf that he can just play with at his convenience. Here's some examples: Him: I know you hurt. OTL I'm pretty addicted to AC3 though. Me: "though". it's like you're saying "even though its hurting you, oh well". Him: I've been playing the series since before we met, baby, it's hard to put the controller down. DX Me: lol then you can date your game. you know what would be fun? if i changed part of this situation to make you understand the gravity of it Him: You probably should. OTL Me: "I know you hurt. OTL I'm pretty addicted to her though." Him: Like, literally--Ohhhh. Fuck, man XDDDDDDDDD IT'S YOUR DREAM DAMMIT Me: "I've been hanging out with her since before we met, baby, it's hard to stop. DX" it's not funny. im glad you think it's funny. it'll make it easier to sign off and not come back for a few days. Him: It's fucking ironic and hilarious-- Man, wait, you don't have to do that. And also Me: think about how much time you spend with it compared to the time you actually give to me Him: You're a guy, you're making AC3 into a chick. It's clearly a man Me: i guess im just being stupid huh. glad you're taking this seriously Him: No, man, look, I just made a little joke Me: im gonna go. ( I had a dream not to long ago where he kept cheating on me, and I would just take it. It wasn't fun for me. But he makes it into a whole shit ton of laughs, which pisses me off. He likes girls more than guys, too. So this was pretty uncalled for imo. ) And it would be great if he saw this. Because maybe THEN he'll get it. I'm so sick and tired of telling him things and it flying over his head. Et cetera. I've explained this so much to him that I don't even want to explain it anymore. Sorry for the rant. |
It's fine, meiz. I always have told you that you can post your heart away here.
I will always read up on it. ^^. Here, I'll give you some virtual attention <3 and dude, this guy... if he really loves you, he'd put down the controller... ANY.TIME. |
That's kind of why I told him that I wasn't going to come back until he got it.
I hate talking about this stuff with people, because it makes me sound like such a chick ( speaking stereotypically, not actually, nobody jump at me for being sexist or something ) but when I start having dreams about this shit, like getting cheated on, etc, it's not funny for me. Makes me feel like shit. But since he doesn't get it, he doesn't care, and I guess the only way to maybe get him to think maybe I'm not fucking around, is to leave until he comes to me - since usually I'm always the one initiating everything. To be honest though, I'm thinking he might not. It's not like it would be his fault though. If he figures out that he doesn't like me as much as he thought, it's not like he could help it. You can't make someone love someone else. But the history kind of piles up. There was a time a few months ago where a mutual friend of ours who I talked to often about issues I had, turned and told him that I was too gloomy and that he should cheat on me with her when she was going to a con in his city. And he told me he actually thought about doing it. A month after she suggested it. So for a month, I was a fucking idiot because I was still talking to her, thinking she was a friend. And with him telling me that, I still think about it, one of the bigger things that has fucked me up over time. So if he decides that it's not what he thought it was, Idk what the hell I'm going to do, but it's not like I didn't see it coming. ( Not like I'm much better. I'm ice when it comes to affection. But he knows exactly why I'm like that. ) Ugh if it turns out like that, I'm sorry beforehand. |
Whoa, what a real bitch. She's not a friend, she's a bitch for doing that. Why do some people do shit like that? and what's worse is that Kai actually "contemplated" on doing it. And it seems to me like he was held something back by something he's "obliged" to do.
what.the.fuck. |
He's not entirely the bad guy. It's not like he does that stuff all the time. And he was honest about it. I don't want him to sound like some asshole, lol.
I'm just not going to be surprised if he figures out he doesn't think as strongly of me as he thought. But I'mma be a wreck lol. |
Well, giving him time to think is a good idea. He'll miss you eventually.
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Well, I'm hoping he actually gets it, aside from missing me. x__x;
But anyway. I miss the times where I had a ton of people on my YIM lissst. I wouldn't have a moment of boredom. |
Once he misses you, he'll start thinking, once he starts thinking, he'll regret the shit he does and makes it up.
what happened to them all? |
Er, life, I guess. And other things which I told you about via PM. xD;
Though I think my YIM has been kind of buggy for a while. Especially with those who use MSN. It'll show me as offline no matter what I do, and they'll show up as offline too, and usually when that happens, it loses some of our messages. Which is stupid. But like hell I'mma use MSN again. When I used MSN, it gave me so much malware that it ate 30gigs of stuff off my harddrive. And since then, I wont touch MSN with anything. =A= Skype and AIM use up too much of my CPU whichIdon'thavemuchof. So those are usually out of the question unless I don't want to draw. @__@ |
That's why using pidgin is a whole lot easier xD really. Very very basic programming. xD
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I hardly know anyone who uses it though. @__@
I wish there was one place where people would go. Then there wouldn't be a problem. OTL |
no no no, Pidgin is universal chat client. You sign in with different IM clients all at once.
You can sign in to AOL, YIM, MSN, and etc without the trouble of malware and taking up CPU process. xD |
Ahhh.
I've heard there were problems with that though. o__O I had one friend who used pidgin for AIM and her messages kind of ended up lost in space a few times. xD There's always a problem with anything OTL I may try it anyway lol |
I never had a problem with it before. I liked it a lot.
I had to uninstall it though, too much drama in it. ALL THE MEMORIES. |
xDD I don't think I was involved in a lot of drama.
Not anything that I was a main part of. I always ended up dragged into it against my will though. @__@ .. I do have to say I may have caused drama without knowing it though. xDD +used to be a 'dont give a shit' type of guy+ |
and now you're the I give a shit type of guy, huh?
lol, it's mostly internet drama, I hated it... so yeah/ |
Things happened and I lost my spine somewhere. xD;
I've gotta start building it back up. I'm kinda pitiful now lol. I'm gonna get to trying pidgin @__@ And getting food... And maybe doing the rest of my work, since I'm feeling better, lol If my Pidgin adventure is successful, maybe I'll talk to you there? >A> I get so absorbed in drawing, that sometimes ( most of the time ) I forget to check here. xD |
I will try downloading it again just for you my looooove~
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@A@ Nevermind, I'm trying to avoid appearing online to Kai, lol. I'm not sure if it'll sign me in online to him, so I'm gonna put it off OTL
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You can sign in as invisible. It has the feature.
C'MON JUST DO WHAT I SAY. D< |
;__; but i finally left the corral to say hi
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whuuu?
O_O I'm confused |
I only wanted to appear invisible to him though. @__@
Yim lets you choose lol But I'm staying on here for a while longer. I just got food \o/ |
Bleh, fine then... >.>;;
and what do you have? meeeeiz. Do you have an asura's kodachi? this sword that I have? |
Macaroni and cheese @ u @
The shell kind. With tons of cheese. That isn't watered down. Later on, I'mma have some chicken striiiiips. And we all know how much I love those. xDDD Also, I'm not sure. I can't check very well since my inventory is being really slow. I don't even have that much stuff, compared to some other people. >__> rofl I'm gonna look at the price guide/item guide to see if I recognize its other poses. |
MEIZ, YOU MEAN GUY. I WANT THOSE. MAC AND CHEESE AND CHICKEN.
DAMN YOU. T_T also, sure <3 I just want to borrow it. |
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