Don't worry too much! Your mind is VERY powerful. If you keep believing you're not pregnant, there's a chance you might self-abort.

And yah it closes back... but would it close back ENOUGH? There would be -months- of soreness before sex is even possible again. And after that... would it -ever- even be the same? Considering children.

It's why many families have sex-less parents. Just when the fuck would they do it? And when they do get time... they'd rather sleep.

I hope so too. I want you to have little mini muffins! :D

XD Yes it does Duchess. They sew it back up because it tears, and it does heal back to the normal size. You close tight after each time you have sex and each time you have your period. ><'' hahahaha

Exactly... tight AFTER sex... during sex.. it's a fucking canyon. =__=

Like soon I'd be able to fit a FIST in there. Which is BAD >O it means it -can- expand more sans pain... which I DONT WANNA HAPPEN. Because the more it expands... the more I'm going to need to satisfy me.. and that's from my experience.

What satisfied me 2 years ago.. doesn't do jack shit now.. cause I wont feel anything. THAT's what I don't want. Sure it would go back during "down time"... but when it comes down to it.. I don't want it expanding all willy nilly.

Which is why I need to learn to control it. But why does that seems like too much mental effort to put in =_____= what's the point?

Eh. I close faster than most girls I suppose. *shrug* But it does close back up quickly after giving birth. /:

Not fast enough... not small enough... For me anyways. For you maybe. But for someone like me.. I have reasons to be damned worried

._. ~shift~ ... ~virgin~ XD

xD Why?

Because of Who I am... and who i wish to marry. =/ We aren't really sexually compatible... and if my body and psyche goes through any minor changes... I could frankly just get tired and irritated at him... permanently

me too... **sits with Az in the corner** o.o
so. your Japanese friends are all safe and well?

Er, now we aren't entirely sure since Tokyo isn't doing completely great now x.x' But yeah, probably.

hrm. still haven't been able to contact them then? I really hope they're okay.

Well I heard from one on Friday and I know she's fine, she's all the way down in Fukuoka. The one I heard from last night a bit but not since.

hm. well it's good that they were doing alright at last notice. I hope they're still doing okay.

o.o Where are the new items?!

they're in the Japan shop